January 24, 2005
Little kids who run their mouth and try to tattle on you for something you didn't do are fucking evil.
People wonder why I try to stay away from her? Cause she tries to get me in trouble. Ugh. It's sad how much I hate a memeber of my own family. Just keep away from me.
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January 23, 2005
Hrm. I may put on my old angel skin until someone can make me a whole new layout. I TRIED to con Rusty into doing it again but he stands firm in his resistance. Foofy is taking forever. So...who knows.
But yeah, if I get energetic today, which probably won't occur, I'll probably put the old layout up and tweak it a bit. I'm just sick of blue to tell you the truth.
Why won't anyone on Winmx give me stupid Bright Eyes songs?! To hell with you guys!
Yeah...it's not going well.
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January 17, 2005
Hopefully there's a change in my blog's future. Foofy has promised me a full makeover for my birthday present. Yes, my birthday is long gone. But you know Foofy, this will take forever. It will be styled a bit like Rusty's site. It will be VERY minimalistic(I know I spelled that wrong) with hardly any clutter. It will be blog entries, the webcam, a few links, and a banner at the top. Simple.
I'm hoping to intergrate my livejournal into my site like Rusty's is so I won't have to repeat myself over and over. I somehow want to keep my back entries on here so they wont be lost though. Maybe just transfer them onto another blog and be linked to them somewhere on here...not sure how this will work. But yeah, hopefully this will come soon. And don't be surprised if some major colour is brought on to my page, I told Foofy he pretty much can do whatever he wants. lol.
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January 15, 2005
Ya know,
Things are better when you just stop caring.
You try and do your best for people and make them happy and it's never enough for them. So you just give up and realize that it's not your problem anymore.
This is me. If you don't like it, tough shit. I'm through trying to accomodate everyone.
Bleh. You'd think the way I am would be good enough for SOMEONE, wouldn't you?
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January 11, 2005
James gave me two cds that he said I'd like: The Pogues and the Libertines. The Libertines remind me of Hot Hot Heat a lot...which is good. I haven't listened to the other yet but I'm sure it's just as good. He gave me tea which...might be good? I doubt it. lol. But I said I'd try for him.
I hung around the college waiting for his class to end and waiting for my 3pm class to begin. When he was done with class we went to the library and I helped him with computer stuffs again. We then went to the cafeteria and hung around there for awhile talking, like always. This is when he put the seeds in my head...He started mentioning that I should just take the rest of the day off and go home. Jokingly, of course. But he planted the seed in my head which made me start thinking, "Hrm, maybe I should take the rest of the day off..." So I did. We went to lunch again. Burger King. I paid. I don't like Burger King very well so I didn't eat much at all. Actually, I hardly ate anything yesterday either. He makes me nervous and I don't like eating around him...
I keep mentioning things to hint to him that we should go to the movies or have a movie night or something since there's so much we want to see...but he hasn't picked up on the hints. Poo. Boys.
This is James...
His foot anyway. ;)
I took some lame pictures today one of which was a picture of my feet. So he took one of his. He wanted to be cool like me.
I also took a few pics of Narc that came out pretty good. This being the best:
Cutie.
But the bugger clawed my hand to death! 0_0 There's hole marks!
I feel a tad bad I skipped my computer class. Not that I missed too much...I mean, it's lame. :-/ James is trying to switch his computer classes so he'll have the same one I do. Hopefully it happens. This will make sure both of us actually go to class...
He makes me happy. :)
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January 08, 2005
It's my birfday.
0_0
I'm olllllld.
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January 06, 2005
Hahahahaha I'm such a stalker. :) :) :) :)
Is it wrong to go stalk his class and wait for him to leave?
I'll take it as a good sign if he smiles when he sees me.
*cross finger*
EDIT:
No cute boy action today. I went and waited for him to leave class but he ran past me after his professor and I didn't see him again. Although, whilst I was sitting in traffic for an hour and a half because Marietta is under water I think I passed him. If not, another gorgeous boy smiled and nodded at me...but it was him. ;) What luck.
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January 04, 2005
Survey?
Doing this because I'm bored and I'm...bored?
WHAT Y0U WEAR
1. Do you wear spike bracelets? I actually don't think I have one.
2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? Yeah, I have four. Two black, two blue but they're majorly faded and old so they all look black. I need new ones.
3. Do you wear converse? Can't say I do.
4. Do you wear black nailpolish? I've been meaning to paint them, I've just been so busy. Hahaha not really but I started writing "I've been meaning to paint them" and it reminded me of a Dashboard song! Hahahahahahah. You don't get it, do you?
5. Do you wear band t-shirts? It pretty much fills my wardrobe
6. Do you wear skateboard companies? No...?
7. Do you wear surfing companies? No?
8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? Noooo?
9. Do you wear striped shirts? Sometimes.
10. Do you wear solid polo shirts? Nope.
11. Do you wear chokers? I bought a pretty new one but haven't wore it out yet.
12. Do you wear lock necklaces? No?
13. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? Ha if the straightener is warmed up, pretty much.
14. Do you wear lots of eyeliner? Yeah.
15. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? backpack. It's black. I've had it for awhile.
16. Do you wear darker colors? Yes.
17. Do you wear neon colors? No.
18. Do you wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? "Bucking the new trends,wearing your old threads." So many DC lyric opportunities!
19. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? Yes.
20. Do you wear knee socks? The penguin socks come up pretty high.
WHAT YOU HAVE
21. Do you have character shoe laces? Yes, but I'm lazy to put them in.
22. Do you have drumstixx but dont play? Can't say I do.
23. Do you have guitar pics but dont play? Yup! I caught one of Amir's!
24. Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? Tape!
25. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? No, but it's a damn good movie.
26. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? Nooooo
27. How many CD's do you own? Mucho.
28. How many DVD's do you own? Like 20
29. How many tapes do you own? Mucho.
30. How many piercings do you have? None, needles don't like me.
31. How many tattoos do you have? One.
[ name ] : Nikalyn
[ birthday ] : SATURDAY!!! January 8th, 1985
[ loc ] : belpre oh
[ height ] : 5'9"
[ siblings ] : Two brothers, one half sister I've never met.
[ pets ] : Three cats - Loki, Tyler, Narcissus. Two dogs - Nightfall, Sadie Turtle - Gaia and there's a hamster...apparently?
[ eye color ] : Slate blue
[ hair color ] : Brown
[ best feature ] : I like my hair now.
[ boyfriend/girlfriend now ] : Single...but he's oh so pretty.
[ crush ] : Jaaaaaaames.
[ color of your room ] : Dark green
[ hobbies ] : Stuff.
[ what were you doing 15 mins ago ]: This quiz? Neopets stuff. Commenting on things. Talking to Krista.
[ what are you wearing now ] : Black pants and my sweater. White socks!! Killer!
[ do you drink ] : Well, I don't want to dehydrate now, do I?
[ are you shy or outgoing ] : Shy usually but I'm trying to be more outgoing and make more friends. Not sure if it's working yet.
[ had fun this summer ]: No, not really.
[ feature you notice first]: Well, since I'm so thinking about him right now...let's talk about what I first noticed about HIM - his pretty hair, his height, his pretty eyes.
[ looks/personality ] : Personality means more but it never hurts to be pretty. Too bad I'm not. ;)
[ piercings ] : I already answered this, sailor
[ tan or fair ] : I'm oh so pale. They should fear the sun like me.
[ age difference limit ] : He will currently be 8 years older than me. And damn it, I could care less.
[ smart/dumb ] : Muy inteligente.
[ funny/serious ]: A bit of both. :)
[m o r e a b o u t m e...]
[ chocolate milk, or hot chocolate ] : I don't like either really...
[ mcdonalds or burger king ] : McDonald's I guess
[ coke or pepsi ] : It depends.
[ would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover ]: They can't be both? God, I'm picky.
[ tea/coffee/cappuccino ] : None!
[ cats or dogs ] : Kitties. :)
[ milk, dark, or white chocolate? ] : Milk
[ sunny or rainy ] : Rain. Just like England. :)
[ summer/spring ] : Spring.
[ vanilla or chocolate ] : Vanilla. I want ice cream.
[ biking or blading ] : Blading?
[ cereal or toast ] : I never eat breakfast...
[ do you like rock, punk, rap, r & b, alternative, techno, pop..etc ] : I like a bit of whatever.
[ bunk or water bed ] : Icky...neither.
[f a v e s...]
[ color ] : green and black
[ movie ] : The LOTR trilogy and Donnie Darko and Trainspotting...hrm I should watch that soon.
[ subject ] : Well, I'm liking the American History right now.
[ ocean or pool ] : Either. Depends.
[ laugh or cry ] : Cry cause I'm an emo kid. Although, the tears never seem to actually come anymore.
[ silver or gold ] : silver
[ diamonds or pearls ] : diamonds
[ sunset or sunrise ] : sunsets
[ showers or baths ] : showers
[ food ] : I want steak...
[ snack ] : I don't know. Nothing sounds good right now.
[ card game ] : Go...fish?
[ all-time song ] : Probably "Hands Down" By Dashboard. I really want to have a day like that someday...
[ current song ] : "The Patient Patient" By Val
[ rap song ] : Um...Baby, got back?
[ holiday ] : St. Patrick's Day! I like clovers. :)
[ movie star ]: Elijah Wood
[ magazine ] : Whatever.If it has a nice cover.
[ tv show ] : I've been watching a lot of new stuff lately. Right now my favorite is "The Amazing Race" and "Lost". I'm pissed I'm going to miss "Lost" now. I forgot I had a Wednesday night class. WTF NIKALYN?!
[ disney character ] : Alice In Wonderland and Aladdin
[ animal ] : Penguin
[ drink ] : Cherry Coke
[ cologne ]: I wonder what he wears...?
[ perfume ] : My rimmel kind right now.
[ brand of sneaker ] : My cheap ones.
[ activity ] : Ugh. I don't do anything guys...come on now.
[ fruit ] : Pineapple.
[ juice ] : Apple
[d o y o u ...?]
[ do you like school ] : Right now I sure do.
[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : No one.
[do you have your own phone line ] : I used to.
[ do you like to dance ] : No.
[l a s t t i m e y o u ...]
[ last time you showered ]: Whenever I get my butt off the computer and do it.
[ went running]: I don't believe people should run unless they are being chased. Thank you Elijah.
[ worked out ] : Oh my.
[ danced like a freakin idiot ] : In my car probably.
[ went to a movie ] : I saw something, sometime, I can't remember. I'd like to go see a movie for my birthday...maybe.
[ talked on the phone ] : I can't remember.
[ wished you were somebody else ] : A couple days ago. I currently enjoy who I am.
[r a n d o m...]
[ where would you love to travel to? ] : ENGLAND. And Ireland of course. I'll get there someday.
[ what's your middle name? ] : Marie
[ is your hair color natural? ] : Nope.
[ do you have a cell phone? ] : No.
[ whats your online screen name ] : TheMagess
[ what do you want to do with your life? ] : Can't really say right now. Hrm.
[ last time you went bowling ] : I can't remember. I bet it would be fun though. I suck at it.
[ are you any good at bowling ] : What did I just say?
[ last time you went to the doctor ] : FOREVER AGO. Just the way your mother likes it Trebek...what? I was going to say "Just the way I like it" but that came out...
[ do you have a credit card ] : I have an atm card.
[ do you consider yourself a "nice" person ] : Yes. Apparently I don't come off that way though lately.
[ last book ]: I have Cody's book here, on my desk, that I'm supposed to be reading...it hasn't happened yet.
[ are you stressed out?]: Yeah...I'm hoping we can just stop this mess tonight and be happy again. I just want to talk to her and be giddy.
[ do you believe in angels?]: Not in particularly.
[ what are you driving now?]: My green Pontiac gran dam. It's filthy.
[ do you think your spoiled?]: Yeah.
[ do you like mustard?]: No.
[ ketchup?] : It's 'aight
[ mayo?]: Yes.
[ have you seen the exorcist?]: Probably, maybe, kinda...probably not.
[ how about dumb & dumber?] : Who hasn't, seriously?
[ ever been skydiving?]: That would rawk.
[:Fam:]
[ brothers]:2 - Chad, Chris
[ sisters]: Marissa - never met her
[dads name]: Mark
[moms name]: Jeanne
[step mom]: ---
[step dad]: ---
[number of grandma's/greats]: I have one grandma.
[number of grandpa's]: I suppose I have a grandpa but considering I don't see anyone on my dad's side...I consider them nonexistence.
[ girl friend that you would consider a sis]: Lyndsey
[ guy friend that you would consider a bro]: Really don't have a boy friend who is that close.
[:Last Questions:]
[ what time is it]: 7:14pm
[ should you be in bed]: No, but I'm tired.
[ is it a school night]: Yup.
[ are you bored]: Yeah, there's a thousand things I should be doing.
[ currently talkin to]: Krista about kittens.
[ current love/that you always have liked]: James is so...delightful!
[ current bf]: None...I want one. Age is just a number...right?
[ are you done?]: I suppose?
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:04 PM | Comments (9)
January 03, 2005
I met a boy. :)
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January 02, 2005
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. The idea of it right now makes me sad.
I want you to call and wake me up for school like you use to do. Not that the phone works anymore...but still. I miss your voice being the first thing I hear in the morning. *sigh*
You made me happy. I miss being happy. I miss YOU being happy. I thought we were happy together...I miss you. :(
I don't like how I am. I keep thinking it will pass and something will happen to jolt me out of it. But I haven't been the same since then. I really want that back...And I keep hoping that you'll come back or at least we'll talk again some day...and I don't think it's going to happen.
So here in a few I will go to bed...and think of you. And dream...and think of you. And wake up...and think of you. And go through my day at school...and constantly think of you. I'm a huge loser, I know. :(
I just am so, so, so, in love with you...still.
I wish I would go to school tomorrow and find a nice boy who could somehow replace you.
P.S.
Floods are cool.
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