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November 30, 2004
Things needed to do:
Get christmas shopping done
Clean
They both seem like effffort.
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:07 PM | Comments (0)
November 29, 2004
:D
Maple Story is back.
My level 24 thief is back.
Nikalyn is a happy girl.
Excuse me whilst I become level 25.
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:29 PM | Comments (0)
November 27, 2004
Holy shit...
I'm incredibly, insanely bored.
I need Maple Story back like whoa.
I also need a life. But MS would be greaaaaat.
I looked cute today for nothing.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:46 AM | Comments (0)
November 26, 2004
Survey. Bored.
Random Trivia:
1.) Name: Nikalyn
2.) Favorite Color: Black or Green
3.) Occupation: Slacker/student
4.) Time: 11:19pm
5.) Last Call: Mom
6.) Last hug: I don't get hugs. *sniff*
7.) Last Kiss : Jeremy...a long while ago...
8.) Perfume: Oh I don't know...Victoria Secret stuff
9.) Mother's Name: Jeanne
10.) Father's Name: Mark
11.) Currently listening to: "All at sea" - Jamie Cullum
12.) Favorite City: Um, I don't know. Anywhere but here.
13.) Last meal: I just ate stuffing...Mmmm.
14.) Favorite Month: January
15.) Favorite word: Lockbox!
Relationships :
1.) Are you single: Yes...
2.) Ideal date: Any quality time together is good.
3.) Ideal wedding location: Weddings are silly. I don't see paying that much money on a ceremony/party. I don't like ceremonies nor parties. Plus, I don't need all that just so someone knows I love them. Buuuut, for answering this question, Ireland in a castle would be my DREAM wedding location.
4.)Longest Relationship: Um, I was "with" a guy for a few years...
5.) Best Kisser: Well...0_0
6.) Ever been in love: Yes...
7.) Name of first bf/gf: Um, TJ was my childhood boyfriend. Then there was Jeremy.
8.) One thing you learned from that person: "Saying I love you has nothing to do with meaning it." I totally stole that...but its the truth.
9.) Are you a virgin: 0_0
10.) Current Crush: *sigh*
11.) Nicest thing somebody has done for you: I don't know. People don't do randomly nice things for me.
12.) Fondest relationship memory: Sitting in the backseat of my dad's truck with him for the first time. I stole a kiss from him. He was so amused that he hadn't been here for more than 30 minutes and I was already comfortable enough to kiss him. I kept staring at him because I couldn't believe he was mine and he loved me because he was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I was so happy and I was so in love with him...Life, in that moment, was absolutely perfect.
13.) Biggest relationship regret: Not memorizing every moment.
14.) Love is: the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me...
School:
1.) HS Graduate: 2003 Good ol BHS
2.) If not, current grade:
3) Favorite Subject: English
4.) Lowest grade: In HS? I never got lower than a B except for that C in Pre Cal that one time. I'm sure I got a B or C in psychology this semester.
5.) Favorite teacher: HS? Mrs Finley. College? Suzen or Dr Hirschi
6.) Favorite School: Um...none?
7.) Future: Oh, I'm sure I'll just be a loser for the rest of my life.
Memories:
1.) First Memory: The accident where I fell through the bleachers as a child at my bro's football game. I got a lovely scar from that.
2.) Favorite Memory: The first or third DC concert during "Hands Down"
3.) Memory you wish you could forget: Any fight between my family
4.) Most Painful Memory: When I found out it was all a lie...
Lessons:
1.) Hardest Lesson to Learn: As much as you want it and as much as you try, you can't make them love you.
2.) Lesson you've yet to learn: Dreaming sets you up for disappointment.
3.) Lesson you wish all people could learn: People come in all varieties, shut up and accept them.
Yourself:
1.) Three positive words to describe yourself: Different. Loyal. Lover.
2.) Three negative words to describe yourself: Lazy. Apathetic. Sad.
Wish:
1.) Make a Wish (You have to write it out): I wish things were how they were meant to be...
I ate too much food. My tummy hurts. This cat is lazy. I need a nap.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:07 AM | Comments (0)
November 24, 2004
YES!
School's done until January 5th.
Thank you.
The paper I just wrote is short, sweet, and to the point. If it's supposed to be longer than what it is, well fuck it. I'm not doing anymore.
It sucks that I have to get up at 8:30 to go turn the fucking thing in to the professor. Ugh. Hopefully he's just sitting in the classroom and I don't have to run around campus trying to find his ass.
I have a hair appointment tomorrow. No blonde! Cut! Style! Maybe light brown highlights? The colour stays the same damn it! I'll have to get money out of the bank. I'm paying for it damn it. That way I can say its my hair, my money, my decision.
Sleeeeep. Gotta get that 5 hours in.
My arm is killing me. Cut it off. Please? I could get a hook!
"So many questions, I need an answer...
Two years later you're still on my mind..."
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:57 AM | Comments (2)
November 22, 2004
Update!
So! Dashboard concert! It finally occured. Much fun, much fun. The last minute my brother was like "Oh can't you just drive, I don't want to go up there with nothing to do." Bleh bleh bleh. So he sprung this on me at the last minute and pretty much said I better drive myself cause he wasn't going to. Well, I told him I surely would have driven if I would have known about this all day. I could have went up early! But hell if I was going to attempt to drive there in an unknown area 2 hours before the concert. No siree! But luckily we figured out a plan of him driving me to Lancaster and meeting Cody there. It all worked out. All good. :)
When I met up with Cody I had to peee soooooo baddddd so I went into a gas station where I proceeded to fall HARD on the floor. It was wet. They had just mopped. No sign telling this at all. I have a HUGE bruise on my inner arm. Cody and I determined I must have hit the corner of the wall on my way down. Pictures: Here, here, here. Icky? Icky! Everyone keeps telling me I should have told the people and sued them or at least gotten some kind of compensation because it was their fault there wasn't a sign there. But...ya know me, I don't like confrontation. Plus, I didn't know it was there until I put my pjs on...
Anyway, the concert was great! We didn't get on the floor. Apparently you actually had to pay more to get in the pit area, not just have a floor ticket. Wha? Whatever. I didn't mind the seats too much. It was weird being at a Dashboard concert without jumping and standing though. The seats were fine. I couldn't see Chris' exact face or anything but I've seen him enough to imagine...so it was fine. I forgot my cam...again. No pics. :(
Something Corporate was awesome. A lot more...punk than I thought? The lead singer got into it a lot which I guess is a good thing. Better to get lost in the concert instead of acting like you don't want to be there. I knew almost every song. I felt proud of myself for learning in time. Konstantine was AMAZING in concert. AMAZING! I love that song so much. I mean, you can read the lyrics and wonder what the big deal is but the song is just so fucking emotional to me...it was AMAZING to see it live. That was worth it. In the end the lead singer abused the piano by knocking it over and jumping on it. I guess this is the new cool thing to do instead of breaking guitars? Poor piano...I felt very sorry for it. It never did anything to him.
Dashboard was GREAT as always! Chris opened with "Swiss Army Romance." I assume because this song has college things in it and we were the free concert for OSU students. He sang all the usual songs. I finally got to see him perform "So long, so long" since I was sick during that part last concert. Everyone in the stadium was standing up except for our section of the risers, so me and Cody stood up despite them. Apparently the folks behind us were pissed off but FUCK THEM. ;) Their lazy asses could have stood up as well!
I think Cody really liked them. It would always be cool to have another DC fan friend. ;) I think Chris won Cody over when he talked about his love of Dawson's Creek and The OC. Hahaha. Speaking of Chris talking, he talked a lot this concert which is something I've never really seen before. I think he really enjoyed this concert and since it wasn't part of a tour I think he was really pumped for it. He mentioned the Beck concert that I was apart of and talked about his love of "tasty treats" a.k.a Johnny's twizlers...erm, that still sounds bad. I mean the candy! I swear!
Everytime I hear "Hands Down" live I'm instantly, insanely happy. God, I want to be as happy as he was one day...
Hrm, I got merch! Red, record shirt featuring the bruise.
Something Corporate heart shirt.
The coolest hoodie EVER! It's supposed to mimic an Ohio State shirt. The D in the background replacing the O. It's so cool! And I bought it cause I know it will be one of a kind as they won't sell it online or at other venues since this shirt is Ohio State related. Too freaking cool. It's like I'm full of school pride...but not.
I stayed at Cody's Sunday night. Slept on the floor. :P Sooooo cold! But otherwise, a very fun night! He made me watch scary doll videos. Don't ask. Scary! We went to the mall this morning which is TEN TIMES better than the mall here. We went to Hot Topic where I found a cool pink Finch shirt. There was only one. Wrong size. Plus, I wasn't sure if I could rock the pink shirt.
I miiiiiisss Cody already!
Thank you for putting up with me for the past two days and for driving to Lancaster twice for me. It was so fun! :)
Okay. There's probably more but I'll end it there. I missed my psychology review this morning cause I was at Cody's. Hell, he's more important anyway. I guess I'll just wing it. I don't really care to be honest with you. I also have to study for Astronomy tonight and write a paper tomorrow. God, I can't wait until this is OVA!
I'm downloading that damn "All day long I think about sex" song! THANK YOU CODY! *glare* Stuck in my head!
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:28 PM | Comments (0)
November 21, 2004
Dashboard Confessional and Something Corporate concert tonight!!!!11111!!!!111!11
Whoooo!
Envy me!
*dances*
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:30 PM | Comments (0)
November 20, 2004
\Begin talking to self
Well...didn't do half the things I wrote down that I wanted to do. Sad? Sad! I have yet to do either paper. My mythology paper nor my psychology paper. I've decided that I put it off far too long to actually do it now. I needed to get information from my mom such as when I took my first steps, said my first words, etc. And since I won't see her for two days now...guess I can't do it. Oh well. It was semi optional anyway. Either way I have a fucking B in that class. FUCCCCK Debbie Thomas!
So not doing it. That will be the grade they drop. That's fine. Don't care. I'll do my mythology paper on either Monday or Tuesday night and turn it in on Wednesday. Then take my finals on Tuesday and sell back my books. Whee!
Dashboard concert tomorrow! Chris is driving me! :) I heard him bitching to mom about not having anything to do since its a Sunday. David lives there...they can go hang with him! He might take Tara and Trinidy up there. I think it would be good cause they could all find stuff to do. Surely there has to be SOMETHING open late in Columbus. Or at least they can find a Walmart. I could waste hours in Walmart. But oh well, their problem. They can find SOMETHING.
Dashboard! Something Corporate! *dances* EXCITED!
I'm really, really hoping it won't be a horrible experience. Last concert wasn't the most fun I've ever had. I got sick and there was moshing and just a bunch of no fun. I think this will be better. Something Corporate shouldn't bring the moshers. The only thing I know I'll be pissed about is the fact I'm in the risers(which I'm going to attempt to leave) and the fact that there will be LOTS of people. Hopefully, we get there early. Hopefully, we have fun. I'm looking forward to spending a few hours with my Cody. I really think he'll fall in love with Dashboard once he experiences them in concert. It's absolutely AMAZING. :)
I didn't get my hair done either. I told mom to call Brenda and schedule an appointment for me. She attempted to con me into making it "the colour it was" but I will not be swayed. They can cut it, style it, and maybe if they catch me in a good mood they might be able to get highlights. But it will continue to stay dark. *nod*
So anyway, I need to go up to the bank and get money. I'm planning to take 100 out. This will leave me with 400 bucks. This leaves me sad. That means I spent 500 dollars. I have no clue where it went...0_0
I still need to buy CHEAP Christmas presents...bleh!
DASHBOARD!!!
/End talking to self
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:20 PM | Comments (0)
November 19, 2004
I'd give up anything to make you mine again...
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:11 AM | Comments (0)
November 17, 2004
Random Thoughts in a Random Manner
"Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin..."
Debbie Thomas is the Devil. EVIL! Although, Rusty says evil would be more classy...so maybe she's ebil instead.
Developmental Psych succcccks. I have a test tomorrow. Debbie has made me not care anymore though. I'll look over stuff but whatever...I don't care. She insulted me and I don't care about her class anymore.
I miss Suzen. I miss talking to her. I should go track her down.
Lyndsey's in MA. She sent me messages. I sent her some. Didn't get a response. I was going to check and make sure they didn't go on her actual computer beside me instead of up there but she has a password on it? Hrm...
I paid 6 dollars for beef jerky...again. Jerky is TOO good. I don't know why I just don't go to Walmart and buy a bag for 3 bucks. I guess it seems too far away...
Mom got her hair done today. Everyone gets their hair done except me. *semi pout* She said I needed to go get mine done too and proceeded to tell me how shitty my hair is. I told her I did indeed need a haircut but I refuse to get it poofy and blonde. They can cut it, shape it, and maybe put dark highlights in it. But I don't want blonde hair. No. Not at all. I like it dark. It shall stay this way. So, she can make me an appointment but I will tell them what to do with it. It's my hair, damn it.
So, schedule time!
Tonight: Study for psych test
Tomorrow: Psych test, Astronomy class(Get final exam review sheet), write mythology paper
Friday: Wake up early and turn in Mythology paper. :(
Saturday: Hoping I can get mom to get my hair appointment this day, Psychology time line
Sunday: ***Dashboard concert????
Monday: Psychology review session, Study for psychology and astronomy finals
Tuesday: Psychology final 10:30-12:30 Astronomy final 12:30-2:30
Then I'll be done! :D
***I may have a ride? Mom told me to try asking Chris to take me since David lives in Columbus and he could just go hang with him until I'm done. I asked him today and he paused for a VERY long time and then said to ask him again Friday. What Friday has to do with anything...I have nooooo clue. But if he doesn't take me then I have no fucking clue what to do. I emailed dad again seeing if he was SURE he couldn't take the day off...but he's an ass so I'm sure he really won't take it off. Bleh. Chris better agree. I hate that I had to ask him since he took me to Cleveland for my last concert...but all my other plans fell through. I really wish Cody would have just came and picked me up...Grrrrrrrrr.
I bought lots of cool stuff with my bank money. I feel bad. But I needed shirts...and shirts I got. I'm sad cause I didn't get to buy my Rusty shirt...so, erm, if Santa is reading right now...I want THIS shirt, colour green, size XL. :) Thanks!
I need to start getting Christmas presents. Cheap presents.
Random other stuff I want to pwn one day:
*Dead like me first season dvd
*A cool watch
*VAL CD!!!! (I may get mom to buy it for me whenever she orders presents online from some magazine...)
*The two Dashboard cds I don't pwn
*Penguin stuffs!
*Um, err, other stuffs...
I like Maple Story. I like spending quality time with the Rust Masta.
I really, really, really want to go to the concert. DC AND SOMETHING CORPORATE!!! WHEEE!!!
Oookay, this has been long and random.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:35 PM | Comments (0)
November 16, 2004
I like how I'm not allowed to stand up for myself.
And if I do, and try to get my feelings acrossed, I get prosecuted. I guess I should just keep everything inside.
Misunderstandings are stupid. I was perfectly fine...
Not upset in any way...
Done.
I love you. *kisses*
Hope you have fun.
I'm sorry you had to leave like that.
IM if you get on the computer there. So I know you got there okay.
Bring me back a pressie! :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:34 PM | Comments (0)
I wish things weren't like this.
I wish we could make each other smile again.
We're both so sad.
Why can't we just be happy together?
I think about you all the time...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:50 AM | Comments (0)
November 13, 2004
Tired
Tired of fighting. Tired of wishing. Tired of being such a disappointment. Tired of trying. Tired of being alone. Tired of evvvvverything.
I want things to be the way they were. I was happy. You made me happy. Now you make my heart hurt.
I'm a horrible, horrible person.
I'm a miserable person.
How did I get this way? :(
I have so much to do but no energy, drive, nor ambition to do it. I have to write two papers and do astronomy project this weekend. I could have been doing it the past two days but...Maple Story tends to run my life now. So...yeah.
I was planning on attempting to do the astronomy project tonight and get it out of the way but Lyndsey didn't come home until late and then she went to bed. So, I guess, tomorrow?
I really, really just want to go on a HUGE shopping spree and not feel bad about spending the money. I never just go on a spending spree for myself. There's a couple things I would love to have. And since this Christmas I have a feeling I will get only "adult" things such as sheets and pillows and blankets I should probably buy myself a few "fun" stuffs. I don't know...I still will feel bad about taking money out. But I really just want to splurge. I think it would make me feel better...
I also want to get my hair cut soon. Lyndsey got hers done today. It looks really cute. :) The highlights really stand out. My highlights never looked good. Hers are bright and stand out. I always wanted mine to do that but never did. Bleh. I guess cause my hair wasn't dark enough then. But who knows, I probably won't get it cut. I never know what to tell them what I want. I really don't know. I want it pretty much the same length but I want it to do something. lol. If that makes sense?
Okay, now that I'm physically and emotionally tired...
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:36 AM | Comments (0)
November 12, 2004
I DISLIKE MY FATHER TIMES A MILLION!
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:14 PM | Comments (3)
November 10, 2004
PISSSED OFFF
Debbie Thomas is a fucking bitch. I absolutely HATE her now. Before I was like, "Oh I like her as a person but not as a teacher." As a person she seemed kind and caring and just a bit sarcastic. But as a teacher condescending and straight out mean. Now I just hate her. Hate her as a teacher and as a person.
She handed back our last paper that we wrote. On the back of mine she wrote: "You're a good writer but I question your motivation. You seem to care more about getting grades than you do about learning." Maybe this doesn't seem like a nasty statement outright but I am majorly pissed off about this.
Who the fuck does she think she is telling me my motivation? What I'm thinking! Who does she think she is to judge me?! I'm not one of her fucking patients. I did not pay her to analyze me and tell me what's wrong. I paid her to fucking teach me psychology and to give me a credit. It is NOT her place to analyze me. If she has opinions of me then she should fucking keep it to herself.
And I ask myself, where the hell is she getting this from? I show up mostly every class whilst others are skipping. I think I've only missed two classes at most. I get either A's or B's on the papers we have to write. I've gotten C's and A's on the tests. What. The. Hell. ?
Considering I'm a fuck up who will do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING with these college credits that I'm currently earning pretty much I'm in her class TO LEARN. Not for grades. I'm taking classes pretty much because I want to grow as a person.
And how the FUCK are we supposed to learn? We have to "learn" like 5 chapters at a time! Within like a week interval. Next week we have to learn 3 in TWO DAYS! How the fuck can one be required to learn from that? Also, it's not like she lectures on it! She goes off on a tangent about her stupid niece for half the class! WHO FUCKING CARES! NOT ME!
I have no clue where she's getting this shit but it majorly pissed me off. How fucking dare her make judgements about me when she doesn't know the first thing about me.
If by not wanting to learn means getting moderately good grades, showing up for class,paying attention to her classes that usually have NOTHING to do with what we're being tested on, and NOT FAILING, then fuck I guess I fall into that category don't I?
Fuck Debbie Thomas. And fuck her class.
I guess this once again proves that Nik is a complete fuck up who has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING going for her. She's a complete waste of space and has "no desire to learn." She has no talents, no ambition, no intelligence. She will make NOTHING of herself and die alone.
I should be fucking shot.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:55 PM | Comments (4)
Maple Story
If anyone would like to play with me. It's pretty fun. It's taken up most of my time. If you join we can create parties and fight together! :)
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:49 AM | Comments (2)
November 09, 2004
Bleh
So, I got an atm card and a new bank book yesterday. I realized today that the atm card is merely that and not a debit card. Sad considering I wanted to buy a few things off the internet. Such as a Rusty shirt and that funny emo shirt. Lyndsey said this is because I just have a regular savings account and not a checking account. I suppose I could go in there and get a checking account but since I really don't have steady money coming in I guess it can wait.
I was going to just pay Lyndsey some money upfront and use her debit card but everytime I do I feel she gets annoyed with me. So I guess I don't need anything. I surely could do without the emo shirt but I really wanted a new Rusty shirt considering the other one has a big stain on it. :( But that's okay, I don't want to be a nuiscience.
I wrote down today a few things I need to buy once I can get the money out of the bank including: makeup, the Deathcab cd, a watch, a jacket, those black pjs, a few wintery shirts, and Christmas presents. I figure Lyndsey and I can do some bargain Christmas shopping this year and we can go half on whatever we buy for people. Try to buy inexpensive shit that's still cool. I have an idea for mom's present. She's wanted one of those character purses but with Wizard of Oz on it but you can only buy them online. I figured maybe we could look into those and see how expensive they are. This is like the first year I actually KNOW what she wants so it would be cool to get it for her. So who knows. It's just an idea.
I think I broke the blender. Or I'm just too stupid to use it. Either way...Maybe there wasn't enough liquid in it? Well, I used the rest of the stuff...so either way, I guess I just wasted the rest. Have to buy another bottle next time I'm at the store.
I was thinking of getting my hair done. I haven't had a hair appointment for YEARS. Although, I really don't know what I'd tell the person I wanted done with it...
I have a lot of stuff to do. And I don't want to do any of it...So I guess I'll just go play more KOL and Maple Story. *shrug* What are you gonna do?
P.S. COMMENT! I know I'm unliked but jesus, there hasn't been a comment in like 6 entries here. :(
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:03 PM | Comments (4)
November 08, 2004
Wasted
You know, if I had a life, I'd be worried that I may ruin it with all my online gaming.
But since I really, really, really don't have anything close to a social life...I guess I'm okay!
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:54 PM | Comments (0)
November 06, 2004
Memories
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget
I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget
I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you...
*sigh*
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:40 PM | Comments (0)
November 05, 2004
Nikalyn: Making Fucking Up Look Cool
So, I went to my 9:30 class for the first time today in a week. I'm such a slacker. It killed me to get up for it. I'm so tired but I have a hard time going back to sleep once I've been up and active. So, I guess I'll remain sleepy all day like usual. No naps for me. Although, apparently we don't have to show up for that class anymore. Just to turn in our final paper. I'm hoping I can write it this weekend and turn it in on Wednesday. Hopefully, who knows though. I'm a fucking slacker.
Loki is developing a new habit of waking me up 30 minutes before my alarm should go off. Grrrr. I love her sleeping with me but jesus, can't she wait a half hour to pounce me? Sleep!
I scheduled my Winter classes this week. My classes include: Philosophy, American History, Intro to Film, and PC Applications. First off, PC Apps is a fucking joke. I've heard that one class is dedicated to the proper way to turn on/off your computer. Is there more than one way?! I will fucking shoot myself in the head...I know it! It's so lame and retarded. But it's required. UGH. Philosophy is said to be difficult. But I've wanted to take a formal Philosophy class for some time now. I found out this morning that Melissa is taking it as well so at least I won't be alone. American History should be great. The teacher is the British teacher who is in charge of the Ireland trip. If I don't get to go on the trip everyday will be a sad reminder. But I figured if I do get to go the class will be a nice way to get to know him. Everyone says he's very funny and nice and the class is simple. So I'm actually looking forward to it. Intro to film just sounds cool. I like Kessler. He shares an office with my adviser. He's always nice to me when I go in there. :) So...although my schedule is all over the place and I may have to spend hours at the college waiting until my next class...it should be pretty fun. (I'm thinking of buying an actual gameboy game so I can take our gameboy to the uni to play during breaks.)
By the way, Ireland. I'm still trying to work out a plan. I emailed my dad again this morning about it. I think if he helps me get a credit card then we can just charge the trip on it and begin making payments on it. I have 800 dollars in the bank. That should cover a few payments. I mean, how much are usual monthly bills? Then in February I'll get another check and then again in April or so. And then with Lyndsey helping when she can and dad helping I really think it wouldn't take that long to pay the card off. Does this sound correct? Plus, hopefully I'll get a job soon. If not by winter quarter than at least in the spring when my schedule isn't so fucked. So yeah, I think it really can be done if dad helped us out. But who knows...he seems to hate me and not want to indulge me in my ONE life goal. We'll see...
Dashboard is later this month. Still trying to figure out plans for that. Cody wants me to at least spend the day with him. That would require me being there early that morning. I really would love to drive up myself but I really have no idea where I'm going. I have no sense of direction and I would undoubtely get lost. If I had someone going with me I would feel better about it. But Lyndsey can't. So, yeah. I guess Mom will just have to take me up. Hopefully, Shelly goes with her so they can spend the day in Columbus doing stuff whilst I be with Cody. But I doubt if that will happen.
I really wish I could rig up some kind of system here. Like Mom and Mark take me up to Columbus early that morning, I spend the night at Cody's and then Cody take me home Monday. But I know that would be asking a lot. Plus, Cody and I have both have school on Monday. So I don't know if he could. Hell, I don't even know what I'll be doing on Monday. Hopefully no finals. So, who knows. It'll work out somehow.
My car needs washed and cleaned before winter. Although everytime I have change or dollars I end up spending them. Grrrr.
The basement needs cleaned BADLY. My room needs cleaned BADLY. There never seems to be time to do anything...
I'm considering going down to Napolis Monday and looking into the server job. I mean, everyone else has worked at Napolis, Mom, Lyndsey, Sara, Wes, Justin, etc etc. Why not me? Lyndsey said it's pretty easy as well...Who knows. I'm just scared I would fuck everything up. :(
Bobert is grey again! Hurray! And KOL pwns you! Even though it was shown on The Screen Savers and TechTv is just evil.
/End
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:59 AM | Comments (0)
November 04, 2004
:(
I hate everything.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:56 PM | Comments (0)
November 03, 2004
I apologize for Ohio.
We're not all fucking idiots. I promise. :(
Excuse me whilst I shoot myself in the fucking skull.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:02 AM | Comments (5)
November 01, 2004
I want like ALL of these!
http://www.jinx.com/scripts/products.asp?catID=1&affID=-1
Seriously. I do. Or just a few. Buy them for me!
Personal favorites:
Shirt 1 (Just cause pwned is so cool ;) )
Shirt 2 Hahahaha!
Shirt 4 I've always wanted a talk nerdy to me shirt. I really do have a geek talk fetish...0_0
Shirt 5 *giggle*
Shirt 6 One of my favorites!
Shirt 7 I want a gamer shirt!
Shirt 8 Hahaha. I bet my mom wouldn't say I was l33t either!
Shirt 9 OWNAGE!!
Shirt 10 *giggle, giggle*
Shirt 11Oh it's true! It's so true! I always complain about that.
Shirt 12It's the truth. I'm teh l337.
So...yeah, I'll take any. Start saving for Christmas!
P.S. I also want Val cd!
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Posted by Nikalyn at 01:52 PM | Comments (0)