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April 29, 2004
The fucking devil
So...errr...the new wheel on neopets is the fucking devil. It takes about an hour and a half to get the thing to stop spinning...there's the definition of monotony for ya...and when it does all I've been getting is rocks to the fucking head.
How fucking lame!
I did one last night...rock to the head. I left one rolling last night as I slept, woke up and...rock to the mother fucking head!!!
It's really not funny. It's sad. And depressing. And lame!
I think I should stop playing it. It's a waste of time and money I think. I should only do it when I'm bloody bored or something.
It's just...the possibilities! What I could get from it! When you land on the Mazzew do you really get one? Cause I sure want one!
Gah! Annoyed to the max! Like...totally...or something!
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:10 AM | Comments (9)
April 27, 2004
So...anyway...
I think I got all that stuff off my computer. Although now it's just acting slow and lame. Ugh. *kicks it to death*
My Comp 3 class was cancelled today. I ran into Cody in the hallway so we walked around looking at the art work hanging around the college. For some reason they have high school and younger kids art work hanging...Some were really good. There's one photo collage that reminds me a lot of Alice In Wonderland. I would love to steal it. lol. Or at least take a picture of it. It's so cool.
I really liked walking around just looking at art with him though. It was like we were a couple at an art museum talking about...well, art. It was so fun! I likes him so much!
I might ask him out soon. Would he say yes you think? I mean, I don't know what I'd ask him to do...he's always so busy. To a movie or something? But him and his friends always go see everything... I don't know. I think I'll just be like:
"Okay, this is going to sound lame but do you want to get together and do something sometime? I'm not really certain what...but I think it would be fun to hang out together sometime away from school and such."
Something like that...any ideas?
I watched two episodes of Buffy today. I miss it so much. I really need to find a place to download the last season. I watched the episode with Dracula and then the episode with Harmony's gang. Haha. I love that episode. It brings back memories of Gerry and I watching it while talking on the phone.
Spike: "You look good."
Harmony: "I feel good."
Spike: "I remember."
Or...something along those lines...haha. Makes me chuckle every damn time.
American Idol is so lame this season. I don't like anyone. Ugh. They should just bring Clay back to show everyone up.
I'm fucking freezing.
Neopets is the fucking devil. I lost three scratchcards and a light faerie today! I transferred them to my main account, got an error message, and they erased the items without sending them to the account!!! FUCKING RUDE! I just lost about 6 k right there!!
Pissed!!!
It's been a rotten day!
I want a cheeseburger.
And a milkshake.
Some fries...
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:03 PM | Comments (4)
Right...
So, someone was on my computer. Usually, don't care if people use my computer while I'm gone. As long as you use it nicely then we're good. But today is different. I'm pissed.
I get on my computer and instantly notice three new icons on my desktop. Some lycos thing and something about a casino game and something else. Spyware of course.
ALSO there had been a search bar downloaded.
PISSED.
I'm sure whoever was on it...Chris, didn't intend for that to happen but hey, it did! I had to go and uninstall the god damn search bar and now have to go through looking to see what else the god damn thing put on my computer.
God fucking damn it!
I'll make an actual entry later when I'm not so pissed.
UPDATE: 56 problems found on search and destroy!!!!!!!
78 items on Ad-aware!!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:30 PM | Comments (4)
April 25, 2004
Atlantica? More like Craplantica!
So...I played Kingdom Hearts last night after like a month of down time. The down time really wasn't my doing...more like school and other outside forces doing. But either way, I'm quite annoyed with it already.
Atlantica...you know...The Little Mermaid world? Where you're swimming under water? God! It sucks!
The board itself isn't hard. No real complicated puzzles or anything. Just the fighting enemies while swimming is annoying as hell. You have to keep rising and diving because no one is on the same god damn water level you are! Ugh!
So...I'm at the end of the level virtually. I have to fight Ursula...and those eels...and then another Ursula...oh, what fun. You know, I used to like The Little Mermaid before this!
I turned it off...one, because I was really annoyed at everything for some reason...and two, because I didn't feel like getting my ass handed to me by Ursula and those damn eels.
Yeah, I should play it some more. Although, I suppose I should wait until Lyndsey gets here...in case she wants to watch it. Maybe I'll power up some...
Tonight I have to remember to do homework...and read some of Huck Finn. Oh frickin' joy.
Update: I beat the first form of Ursula. It pissed me off. Next time I play I will have to remember to play that round on mute. Her fucking "Hahahahahahaha" is annoying as FUCK! "Hahahahahaha!" "Hahahahahahaha!" The sound haunts me! Make it stop!!
Plus she kept floating everywhere and since I suck at swimming it was hard to even hit her. I think Donald and Goofy did most of the damage on her...wow, that's sad.
I'm sure the second form will annoy me even more.
I turned it off because my hands are greasy from eating chips and it's making the controller slippery...plus, fucking Trinidy is annoying the hell out of me. It's making playing a not nice experience...
And Lyndsey left... :( She's supposed to be watching me!
I guess I'll do homework.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:53 PM | Comments (5)
April 24, 2004
I doubt he'd read this but...
Happy Birfday Mr. Cody!!!
Hope you have a great one! :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:41 PM | Comments (5)
April 23, 2004
Yeah...I didn't do anything. I
Yeah...I didn't do anything. I sat on my butt and played online games. Sad, eh? Maybe I'll clean tomorrow...
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:59 PM | Comments (1)
First off, I just want
First off, I just want to say it reeks of death down here. Okay, not death. More like mildew and rain. Lovely stuff. It really is. This leads me to the urge to clean the basement and spray some kind of perfume muchly.
So...here in a bit I'll start cleaning I suppose.
Okay...that was written like 5 hours ago. And I have yet to raise a finger. How sad...
Cody's funny...
Me: why's everyone so mean to the damn trix rabbit?
Cody: i think the artist is just conveying a message
Me: haha yeah, i didn't mean him. i meant the kids on the commercials.
Me: why can't they just share the cereal>
Cody: its just a sad outcome of our segregated society. the "silly rabbit" is actually the personification of the outcast, be it the black, gay, etc. The rabbit, as a symbolic "prey" animal serves as the perfect icon for ridicule. Man arnt I deep?
Me: lol...God! That was good!
Cody: i know!
Me: And to think I thought they were just selfish little brats!
Me: It goes so much deeper!
Cody: yep. it does. i could probably run on and on. bullshitting is one of my superpowers.
Me: So...you're like Captain Bullshitter?
Cody: um. well, i guess. lol
Me: lol.
Me: do you fight crime too?
Cody: ha. no. oh well. i guess ill never make it to the superfriends
Me: haha. darn it.
Me: oh well. at least you can overanalyze cartoon characters
Me: lol
Cody: yea. theres that.
Me: haha. i feel sorry for that bunny.
Cody: me too
Me: why can't he just go buy his own cereal?
Me: would the kids take it away too?
Cody: well, thats an interesting hypothesis
Cody: lol
Cody: i would say no
Me: i bet he's starving...
Poor lil Trix wabbit.
Big Fish comes out Tuesday! I want it muchly!
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:39 PM | Comments (3)
April 20, 2004
The sky paints your name
It was really nice today. Just the prefect amount of sun and overcast. Not too hot but definately not cold. I never really noticed how much the sun brings out the colours in everything...I suppose that's one good thing about it.
On the way home it started to rain. It was a lovely rain though. I actually could drive down the highway with the window down. The angle of the rain for some reason missed coming in my window. It was rather odd...but nice.
I'm sure there was a reason for writing this earlier...but since I've had this window open for the past 4 hours I've long forgotten what it was...
Oh well...
Popular Science? Ha! No such thing man! More like...Nerdular Nerdence
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:53 PM | Comments (5)
April 19, 2004
We skipped
Yup. I was sitting in the lobby waiting for my 12:40 Sociology class when I stumbled upon an assignment that was due today. It totally, absolutely, in all possible ways was forgotten in my head. No recollection of it at all. I have no idea where my head was all weekend but it certainty was not thinking Sociology. I panicked and did the only thing I could think of doing at that time...run away.
Now, I feel bad that I skipped. I like Sociology class. And I like her a lot! But...it had to be done. I'm not sure what her policy is for assignments so I'm doing the paper now and will email it to her when I'm through. I will tell her how sorry I am for missing class and that I hope she will still except my paper. I will print an extra copy out for tomorrow just in case she doesn't check her email today. Hopefully, I still get most of the points. I've accepted the fact that I won't get full credit.
God, how dumb and forgetful I am. I blame him. He shouldn't be on my mind so much. He shouldn't make me think that there's a tiny, little chance he might like me back. Okay...I'm just going on the fact he seems to like being with me and from his body language...does body language really say what they say it means? Hrm...
Anyway, getting back to the title. I walked to the parking lot to my car and noticed Lyndsey pulling in. I flagged her down and told her the situation. She said she also didn't do an assignment that was due today. We went home.
So here I sit. I will type this paper out as fast as my mind can think and send it to her with some lame excuse about suddenly becoming ill or something. Then I will take a lunch break and then move on to working on my rough draft of my comp 3 paper that's due tomorrow. Then I will study a bit for my math test tonight and THEN go to my night class. Grrr.
How sad I am!
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:34 PM | Comments (3)
April 18, 2004
Note to self:
Refrain from googling "Nikalyn" for it brings back a slew of forgotten memories and makes you feel sad and wistful. Then of course you start thinking things that shouldn't be thought and end up feeling a little depressed and regretful.
I miss him sometimes.
Sometimes I wish it were reciprocated.
Sometimes I wish I could go back. Just for a second. Just to see...
I was pretty damn happy then. I always thought he was too.
Yeah, I miss him.
Damn...See what I did? Grrr.
Here I am getting off track again.
Back to my paper.
Update: Now I've been involved in cleaning. How sad. Now the house looks good and the basement looks like crap. I was going to have Lyndsey straighten it up some while I worked upstairs but...she went to her grandma's. Oh well. If I have time tonight I'll do it...maybe. Probably. Who knows. Stop staring at me swan!
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:59 PM | Comments (3)
Donde esta mis pantalones?
I was awaken by children rampaging through our house. Stomping, Stomping, Stomping! Oh, the noise! I hate those children! No one is even in our house, mom and Chris are out doing yardwork. The children just let themselves into our house. Doors slaming, slaming, slaming!
Annoyed already.
So my first conscious thought was: "Must get Loki."
But...she was missing. Of frickin' course. I feared she went out the door from the kids going in and out.
I was pissed.
So I searched the entire house, shook the food box, and called her name but couldn't find her. She was no where. I asked the kids if they'd seen her which of course I shouldn't have done as they decided to make a game out of trashing our house to look for her.
Still couldn't find her.
Finally, after about 20 minutes of looking the whore pounced down the upstairs steps like it was nothing. "Hey, mom. How's it going? Have you by chance seen my pants?"
I had looked up there a million times and I couldn't find her. Where her ass was I have no idea.
She's grounded right now. I locked her down here in the basement with me while I attempt to write my paper.
I have three sentences wrote!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:07 PM | Comments (2)
April 17, 2004
Leave this town and run forever
I figured out what I want to write my American Lit paper on. However, I'm too lazy right now to do it. Oh well, thinking about it is a start anyway.
I downloaded all of Thrice's newest cd...finally. The last two songs would never download for me. Now I can burn it and learn some more songs for the concert.
I figured out that once I save up some more money on Neopets I'm going to make an account for pirate pets/petpets. How cute would that be! Arg matey!
I've been laying around the house all day. I figured mom and myself would go somewhere but last I looked she wasn't here...it's almost 6. Maybe she came home and I didn't notice...oh well. Loki has been laying on me all day. I have to keep the same position so she doesn't wake up so then my leg goes to sleep and I have to move her. Of course she then gets pissed and runs away only to come back 20 minutes later.
I wish we had money. I'm so craving an Olive Garden/movie night. We never seem to do anything anymore since we go to school on the weekday and then Lyndsey works all weekend. Plus we haven't had real food in forever it seems! Haha.
I soooo am craving that kind of a night.
Oh well...back to not writing my paper.
It smells like outside in here. It's that nasty dirt like smell. Know what I'm talking about? I hate that smell.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:01 PM | Comments (7)
April 16, 2004
Note:
Our connection went to shit. I've restarted Lyndsey's computer a few times but it's still not working. I'm not sure if you can turn off the actual box or not but...either way the connection isn't working.
I think it's God's way of telling me to go outside and be with nature...or telling me to clean the fucking room.
Either way, just wanted to inform Will since Lyndsey's name vanished. And also wanted to tell Lyndsey so she won't freak out that her computer was touched while she was at work. lol.
Hopefully, it will be back soon. I'll keep playing with it.
P.S. I'm on the dial up right now writing this...just so you're not confused. lol.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:23 PM | Comments (3)
It's a pleasant day outside.
It's a pleasant day outside. Bright and warm. I have an urge to go outside and bask in it. I want to drive around doing nothing but the limited amount of gas in my car ruins that idea. I want to go buy some lunch and find a nice place to sit and take pictures. But the limited amount of money in my pocket ruins that one as well. I couldn't even find quarters...
I tried to call my dad up to see if he wanted to just go somewhere. Attempt to take my cam back or something. But no answer...of course.
Lyndsey left. Not sure where she went. I would assume work but she never has to work until 4 or 5. So no idea where she went.
I read the rest of "The Awakening" this morning when I woke up. Very enjoyable book I must say. Very fitting for the kind of mood I've been in lately I think. I liked it a lot.
Tyler Grey cat is laying in my lap. He keeps gazing up at me with creepy lustful eyes. I'm not sure what his problem is...
I need to clean...although I really don't want to at all. It will just get messy again anyway. Sometimes efforts seem so futile.
I have two essays to write this weekend. I know I'm going to leave them until the last minute. My head just isn't working in an intellectual manner right now.
I just noticed I'm missing my pinky ring. Fucking great...
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:53 PM | Comments (4)
April 15, 2004
I'll find my Wesley one
I'll find my Wesley one day, right?
I sure hope so. *nods*
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:03 AM | Comments (5)
April 14, 2004
Quiz, bored.
*5 things you are wearing*
1. Blue Jeans
2. Insufficient memory shirt covered in kitty hair
3. Black bra, not matching underwear
4. 5 rings
5. 5 bracelets
*5 things you can see*
1. Balthazar - the computer
2. Webcam
3. Dashboard tickets
4. My digital cam
5. FF 8 action figures
*5 things you are doing right now*
1. Filling this out
2. Thinking about him
3. Petting my Loki
4. Being hungry
5. Wondering where my mother is
*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. Chocolate Easter bunny
2. Bunny cake
3. Ham
4. Bread
5. Fairy Oddparents candy
*5 things you did so far today*
1. Drove backwards in the Sam's parking lot
2. Sat through American Lit and Sociology
3. Watched him and dreamed dreams so impossible
4. Got tires put on my car
5. Took this picture
*5 thoughts in your head*
1. I'm hungry. Food would be nice. Steak would be lovely.
2. I fucking hate Sam's. Never going back. Grrr.
3. College Algebra is the devil.
4. I'm so into him. I wish he'd be into me for once.
5. Angel tonight!!!
*10 people that rock your socks*
1. Lyndsey
2. Rusty
3. Kitty
4. Miso
5. Cody
6. Will
7. Mike
8. Mommy
9. Chris...Carrabba.
10. Suzen
*10 things you would like to do in your lifetime*
1. Find love.
2. Trek through Europe. Ireland, England, Scotland, and Italy.
3. Find my purpose.
4. Own a penguin. Name him Bob.
5. Publish a book of poetry.
6. Change someone's life.
7. Give her anything she wants.
8. Get married.
9. Ready my penguin army.
10. Live life to the fullest.
*10 famous people/artists you really enjoy *
1. Dashboard Confessional/Chris Carrabba
2. Elijah Wood
3. Clay Aiken
4. Finch
5. Thrice
6. Ewan McGregor
7. Jake Gyellenhal...God, I always butcher it.
8. Matchbox Romance
9. David Boreanaz...Mmmm....yummy.
10. Stabbing Westward
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:05 PM | Comments (1)
When prep girls from high
When prep girls from high school have Dashboard lyrics as their away messages I get a little...annoyed? Pissed? Scared for society? I'm not sure what. It just...irks me.
"So don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over?
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard cause this'll be the last time that I let you."
Those lyrics should in NO way have one of those aim kissy smilies on the end of them!
No, No, No! Nothing is happy and kissy about those lyrics! Just because they say the word "kiss" in them does not mean they should have that icon next to it. Those are sad, depressing, heart wrenching lyrics! No Aim smilies!! No, no!
Grrr.
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:37 PM | Comments (0)
April 13, 2004
So Impossible
I put in my live Dashboard cd and sang along with it on the way to class this morning. So fun! I used to despise when people sang along at concerts because it overpowered the music. But that all changed with Dashboard. It's like a community. Thousands of people together for the same purpose, a same love. It's unifying and so, so powerful. I could drown in it.
Listening to the cd brought back happy concert memories. I'm so damn pumped for the concert now. Actually, the Beck/Dashboard concert is a large blur of happiness. The only songs I vividly remember him singing are "Remember to Breathe," "Hands Down," and "If You Can't Let it Be..." "Remember to Breathe" stands out so much because it was the opening song.
God, exciting! So happy!
"So Impossible" came on and it kind of struck me. I mean, it always strikes me. Chris is an amazing lyricist. But that song, I can relate to it lately. Yes, you know what I mean...
Anyway...
Today's one of my late days. Technically, I wouldn't have woken up until about 11 ish but I had to get up earlier to write my Comp 3 quiz paper. Very simple stuff really. Completed it while watching mind numbing game shows with Loki curiously watching my pen's movements. Adorable.
I miss sleeping though. It seems that once I actually accomplish a restful night of sleep I have to be pulled from it so quickly. I haven't been sleeping well lately. I only have myself to blame. I think too much. I worry too much. My mind gets so full of information and questions and desire that sleep has to fight in order to take over. Sadly, it claims victory at around 3 in the morning. :-/
I didn't get my Sociology test back. I was anticipating it. I don't think I did that horribly on it. It all is pretty common sense to me. Although, Sociology is beyond common sense...says the text book. I like the teacher muchly. She's amazing to listen to. She's so open minded and attempts to get everyone to think for themselves not what our stupid society tells us to think. I like that class a lot.
Comp 3 is always cool. We talked about a few of the short stories although hell, I can't get a word in. Maybe I would talk up if I could. Someone doesn't make that possible. Fucking loud mouth. I hate how he interupts everyone. Irritating. Cody and I just sit there and roll our eyes at him. It's like he has something to prove or something...
Speaking of Cody, he's lovely to talk to. I'm not sure if it's one sided or not but I'm enjoying getting to know him. I'd like to think I made at least one actual friend out of this whole college experience. Maybe one day we'll go out and do something outside of a class room setting. I hate when you think you made a friend in a class only to never see them again. I'd hate to have that happen. I like talking to him. Upon reading his journal, I must say that I love the way he writes.
I came to a realization this week. Okay, this may be just the Thoreau talking here, but I realized that if you want something you shouldn't expect for it to fall in your lap.(Not a completely new revelation but stick with me here) I've done this so many times that I've lost count. Wanted something, lusted after it week after week after week only to do absolutely NOTHING about it and watch pathetically as it leaves my life forever. It's getting dreadfully depressing. I should actively attempt to obtain it. I can't just sit around doing nothing. Life is about so much more than merely living...
So...now that I realized this and am consciously thinking about it...why can't I go through with it?
Cause I'm a weakling who is consumed by her fear.
*sighs*
Loki was laying on my lap loving on me...cause she luffs me...but got scared of the music playing on Winamp. Cmon! What? You don't like "Roxanne"? The Police!
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:20 PM | Comments (4)
Screw you LIVEJOURNAL!!!
I just did a survey which I was going to post on here. But nooooo livejournal crashed on me. Fuckers!
I read all my stories for Comp. Although, haven't done the quiz. I'll do it in the morning.
I may fail college algebra. I think I may cry. I love the kids in there though. Crack me the hell up.
I have ink all over my hands from writing notes. Grrr.
Ask me out damn it! Make me happy!
Oh well.
This is pretty random.
Maybe one day when I don't have to see him in class anymore I'll tell him I liked him. Oh the sadness of my life. Why doesn't anyone reciprocate my feelings? I'm not horribly hideous am I? Not Hunchback material or anything. Phantom of the Opera like? Not disfigured at all! Well, maybe my nose...we're just pulling at straws here though, I think!
Well, I suppose I should go to bed. Tomorrow's another sad, lonely day.
Quote o the day:
Me: "I would do Colin Farrell so hard!"
Lyndsey: "I would do Angelina Jolie so hard!"
Haha!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:40 AM | Comments (6)
April 11, 2004
Yeah, I'm not really as
Yeah, I'm not really as obsessed as it looks.
Sorry about that. :/
Good going Nik. How stupid are you?! *smacks head on table repeately*
Why I always find a way to fuck things up I'll never know...
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Shoot me, please?
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:32 PM | Comments (12)
Enough
Well, that was enough togetherness time for me. I haven't done a shred of homework yet. Grrrr.
I'm tired. Tyler Grey Cat is tired.
And annoyed.
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:50 PM | Comments (3)
Quote of the Day
My annoying niece Trinidy: "Sometimes little kids can be a pain."
Me: "Ya think??!!"
Update: She just screamed out, "We're screwing!" refering to screwdrivers.
That was worthy of a chuckle. Still evil though.
Jesus brought forth to me a bunny cake this year!!
I suppose I should go put pants on...people are arriving...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:09 PM | Comments (4)
Happy Bunny day! Hop, Hop!
Happy Bunny day!
Hop, Hop! Munch, Munch!
Hop, Hop, Hop!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:46 AM | Comments (0)
April 07, 2004
2 out of 4 goals
2 out of 4 goals have been met.
Man, I'm feeling pretty good about myself.
Yay!
Will go into more detail later.
The fourth goal really isn't that big of a deal...but the third one...whoo whee.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:44 PM | Comments (2)
April 06, 2004
I'm pretty sure I want
I'm pretty sure I want to saw my head off with a sharp, rusty object.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:23 PM | Comments (3)
April 05, 2004
I feel so sick right
I feel so sick right now...
I didn't even fall asleep until 3. Kept tossing and turning all night. You have no idea how much I just want to blow off this whole day and go back to bed.
The fucking hot bastard got me sick...
Oh well...I brought it upon myself.
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:26 AM | Comments (6)
April 04, 2004
I won't close my eyes
I guess I should write an actual entry. I haven't done that in awhile. Hrm. My life is too boring really. My actual goal the last couple of weeks has been to become a Millionaire on Neopets. Lame? Yes. Gay? Probably so! But still, it's my goal. I'm about 73 k away from it. It's a proud moment when I reach that goal. I've been playing games like a bitch to raise money. I figured out if I went to each of my many accounts right now and got at least 9 k on each of them then I would have a million. But I think that takes too much effort...
I keep trying to find the best time to ask mom about a ride to Cleveland. It never seems to come up. I'm scared. Like Lyndsey said today, "Of course you're scared you're a wimp." Something to that affect anyway. I have all these good ideas and valid arguments in my head to present to her. Of course they'll go out the window when I actually talk to her. Grrr. These are my points:
*It's our Jamboree in the Hills - A country concert she goes to every year for 3 days.
*We can take my car.
*I'll pay for gas...somehow.
*I'll find her directions.
*I or Lyndsey can always drive if she gets tired on the way back.
*She can bring a friend so she won't have to be alone while we're watching said concert.
*I will be her eternal servant.
Well, it all sounds good in my head anyway.
If she won't take us I really am at a loss. I wish they'd just let us drive up. It'd be an adventure! A road trip!
Grey cat is being oddly loveable and is strewn across my typing hand right now. It's very uncomfortable typing this. Damn him for loving on me!
But he's just so cute...
Lyndsey wrote "I <3 U" on my arm in glittery eye stuff. Now Tyler's lil kitty head is all glittery. Hahaha.
I have a lot of homework to do...haven't done it yet. I have a math test Monday and I have no idea how to do the stuff he "taught." I hate that man!!!
I do love the class though. The people are so funny. :)
He sits beside me in both the classes we share. I showed him some of my digital pictures I've taken. He said he could write a thousand words on the one of the tree with the hole in it. It made me proud.
He's lots of fun. I likes him.
Okay, I'm sick of play neopet games now. :/ I'm up to 935,534 np. So close...so far away.
Well, I better start doing that homework...
*sigh* My life sucks. I'm run by fear.
One day things will get better, won't they?
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:44 PM | Comments (5)
April 03, 2004
I had a dream where
I had a dream where I went to England.
It was great.
God I wish I lived there.
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:34 PM | Comments (10)