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February 29, 2004
Seriously...
Lord of the Rings has freaking swept the Oscars. Everything they were up for they won.
It's crazy! It's nuts! It's insane!
It's just how it should be!
I wonder if Elijah is there...I love him in a tux.
Elijah is so cute. I'm so in love with him. :)
I was gonna work on my comp paper but I'm sleepy and lazy. I was thinking about staying home tomorrow but I have to sign up for a conference with Suzen.
I wonder when my paper is due...I only have 5 pages on it so far. I've been slacking so much. I promise I'll work on it tomorrow when I'm of sound mind.
I really wish Charlize Theron would stop yacking, take her award, and shut the hell up. She fucking talks for 3 hours! Grrrr.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:02 PM | Comments (2)
February 28, 2004
Rumor...any truth though?
Picture this: A concert with Dashboard, Thrice, and the Get Up Kids.
0_0
Oooh doggy!
I love me some Dashboard and Thrice and Get up kids!
I could only find one date on ticketmaster...so hopefully its not just a one time thing.
I WOULD go to that concert. No one would stop me. The closest venue and I'll be there.
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:25 PM | Comments (2)
I want a guy who
I want a guy who can play Dashboard on his guitar.
Is that so much to ask?
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:57 PM | Comments (3)
February 27, 2004
Simple and Clean
I started Kingdom Hearts. I watched the beginning parts and then turned it off. I want Lyndsey to watch...
Someone's talking to me about Dot Hack cards. Not fair. I want to collect them fuck damn it!!
No Clay shirt yet. Getting annoyed? A little. Better be here tomorrow. *stomps foot*
Aim won't sign me on...I'm getting pissed.
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:52 PM | Comments (5)
February 26, 2004
Teachers!
Mom got me an ink cartridge. Thank god.
At the high school tonight they had parent teacher conferences so most of the teachers were at the school. I visited Mr. Poe and then Mrs. Finley! :D
I miss Mrs. Finley!
She used to call me her adopted daughter because I had three classes with her last year, including two that were in a row.
Pretty much I just told her school was pretty easy, I finally got my license, Lyndsey and I still lived together and that she was trying to go to school either in Spring or Fall.
I miiiiiiss her! It's not often you find a teacher you like so much.
Heart of Glass
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
How pretty...how true...
Sure! I'll take it!
Mmmm....I'm imagining this so much...*licks lips*
Uh uh...yeah baby. Fun times!
I promise that is the last one. Maybe...Yay! Clay! I love that song!
*giggles*
Mmmm...sticky fun!
This is the BEST CLAY ONE!!! You gotta know how happy that would make me!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:02 PM | Comments (4)
Quite the Predictament
I need ink cartridges. Badly. I have to print out currently 6 pages of work tonight to turn in tomorrow. And that number will grow.
I called my dad...for the first time in a long while and asked him if his printer worked...I asked him if my brother's printer worked...none of their printers have ink. I figured this little convo would result in my dad buying me a black ink cartridge but it really didn't...he claimed he had no money until tomorrow.
Well, that doesn't help!
So...I'm gonna ask mom to buy it for me...if I can get her on the phone...
Ugh. People need to cooperate with me here.
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:56 PM | Comments (2)
February 25, 2004
Belpre's on the map!!
This is where Lyndsey and I live. This is the ignorance of our town. Hurray! We're world headlines!
Oh. I also decided I'm skipping tomorrow.
And I don't mean tomorrow I am going to skip a lot.
I mean, I'm not going to my day classes tomorrow. I've finished my journals so I will email to my teacher. I'll also go to my night class. But I'm taking tomorrow off.
Ha.
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:05 PM | Comments (2)
Take it with a smile
GRAGH!
Okay, not a word, but sums up how I'm feeling.
I hate being a taxi! No, no I don't. I don't mind. The annoyance is this: I don't like my services as a taxi being volunteered. Ask me! Don't just tell someone I'll take someone somewhere. I have so much shit to do today in addition to the fact I want to sleep in on my days off! Is that so much to ask? I have two papers to write today, articles to write for the paper, other homework to do, etc.
But where was I this morning? Toasty warm in bed? No. Working hard on my homework in front of the computer? Nuh uh.
Sitting in a church parking lot. For 30 minutes. Reading a Nascar magazine...
Which one of those is the most painful...you be the judge...
Had to take grandma to church.
Don't get me wrong. Taking grandma wasn't the part I was annoyed with. The part I was annoyed with is that neither of them (Mom who told me to take her or Grandma) ASKED me. I have important things to do today, deadlines to meet. Neither cared enough to ask me to do it.
*sighs*
I wish I would have had batteries for my digital camera about then. I could have gotten some really cool pics.
My car's already dirty from a semi truck splashing me driving along the highway yesterday.
All I really want to do is go play Kingdom Hearts...
I'd really like to skip tomorrow.
I need ink cartridges.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:55 PM | Comments (2)
February 23, 2004
Kill me?
I finished my Interpersonal Communications Final Paper Intro. That was the easy part.
I started my rough draft of my final paper for Comp II. I got 3 pages written. It's not supposed to be finished...just started...so I guess I'm alright. For now.
I also started on an AI article for the newspaper since I told Sara I'd write a few articles. I wasn't too creative at the time so I saved it to work on for later.
I just remembered that I have to do something for Brit Lit...so I'm logging off to do it.
Donde esta my Clay camiseta?
Tuesday...Brit Lit day...
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:27 PM | Comments (3)
February 22, 2004
As I sit here helpless
Annoyed today.
Mostly because of Trinidy. God, if I EVER have a kid please don't make them anything like her.
The point of today was mainly to wash and clean my car and my mother's. So I put on cruddy clothes to wash the car in. We ended up going to Walmart...in these crappy clothes...seeing like 3 different cars of guys looking over at me. THEN she went over to her friend Dave's house and he proceeded to put on her new car seats (the gecko ones that are supposed to go in MY car), wash her car, put air in her tires, etc etc. I was sitting in the car for about an hour. BORED.
I hate Sundays.
I'm semi-possessive.
Is it wrong to say I wish she wouldn't spend every Sunday with them?
I want her to stay here and hang with me. Talk to me. No Internet and no boyfriend.
It seems like she's either at work or I'm at school all the time except the weekends and then she leaves.
Blah. Don't mind me. I'm dumb. As long as she's out having fun.
I have papers to write. I don't feel like doing it. I might clean...take my mind of my annoyances.
The no carb thing is hard. I figured as long as I'm consciously aware of what I'm eating and dramatically lower my intake then I'll be alright. I'm trying to stick with the meat eating and such though. Today I ate jerky...not sure if that's considered meat. The family had spaghetti with meatballs. I ate the meatballs and the sauce and a piece of cheese bread. It was a improvement though considering I usually eat like 4 pieces of bread. Mmm. Do I love bread. So...I still felt good about myself.
I am getting sick of the water though. Ugh. You'd think with the amount of water I drank that I'd be healthy.
I got mom to finally finish the FASFA renewal form. It's going out tomorrow in the mail. If I don't get a response like I didn't last time I'm going to the financial aid office at the uni and ask them what's up.
Why I was sitting in the car for an hour I found my mom's ex boyfriend's old cell phone. It's turned off of course but he said he didn't want it back so I'm working on mom turning it on for me. I really do need a cell phone. If anything happened to me while I was driving I'd be screwed. I don't know how to do anything. Plus, I want to be cool like everyone else...
Imagine the world of ring tones...
I just put the hairbrush in my mouth and it tasted like toothpaste. Why either of these events took place...don't know.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:39 PM | Comments (0)
February 21, 2004
Pullin' a Felicity
No, I am not cutting off all my hair.
If anyone saw ANY of that show, and I know it's hard to find someone who'll admit to it, you would know that in the pilot show Felicity goes off to the same college as her highschool crush.
Well...I'm doing that. Sorta.
Here in a bit I will sign on to the uni's website and register for my classes. I will take four classes. One being an online course (because I am curious about the process), one being a 4 hour math class one day a week, and two classes chosen partly because he is taking them.
I'm evil.
I mean, I needed those classes...but I want to take them with him. ;)
I have so much shit I need to be doing right now. But I'm not doing any of them. Currently I'm checking journals and blogs and updating myself on Rusty's forum.
Things to do today:
*Finish updating/checking things online****
*Shower*****
*Register for classes****
*Clean out e-mail account****
*Write intro for Speech paper
*Write rough draft of Comp paper
*Write articles for school paper
*Clean
*Video games
Etc, Etc.
I'm trying this diet thing. No more carbs for me. Well, all the obvious ones anyway. We'll see how this goes...
Inticipating my shirt! Whee!
I'm in love with "Queer as Folk". IN LOVE.
Gale Harold is probably the most gorgeous man alive.
I'm so taken by him. Absolutely beautiful. I love the way he acts on the show. Brian has so many levels to him. It's amazing. He's an ass to most but there's a lot of pain involved with him.
I adore him.
I keep hoping he'll go get with Michael already. I'm not sure if that happens or not since I'm only watching the first season. But I keep rooting for them. I like Justin but...yeah, I don't know.
I'm trying to find the picture of Michael and Brian kissing that's on the dvd book so I can make it into a background...it's not working so far.
Lyndsey's started the process of being admitted to the uni. I'm excited. It will be fun to share the experience with someone. Maybe even a class or two. :)
Man, I know there was something else I wanted to say. Oh well. I'll post later probably.
I just now did my schedule. I looked to see how much fees were so I could pay them Monday but the site is way too confusing to tell. I'll go to the business office and ask them how much I owe. Mom got her taxes back so I'm sure she'll give me money to pay for it.
My schedule for Spring quarter:
Monday:
9:30 am - 11:20 am American Lit
12:40 pm - 1:30 pm Sociology (I wanted to take this as an online class but it was filled)
6:30 pm - 10:30 pm College Algebra (Hopefully, it really doesn't last this long)
Tuesday:
12:40 pm - 1:30 pm Sociology
2:40 pm - 4:30 pm Comp III
Wednesday:
9:30 am - 11:20 am American Lit
12:40 pm - 1:30 pm Sociology
Thursday:
12:40 pm - 1:30 pm Sociology
2:40pm - 4:30pm Comp III
Friday is my day off! Whee! It shouldn't be that bad. I really wanted an online course. The sociology one was filled so I looked for another one. I tried Intro to theatre but it was filled too. Apparently Internet classes go fast. 0_0
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:29 PM | Comments (3)
February 19, 2004
0_0
It went to 36 bucks. Jesus! But Kris won! Wow. XL shirt please. ;)
THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!
I HEART YOU!!!!!!!
*DANCES*
SO SO HAPPY!!!!
THANK YOU!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:05 AM | Comments (2)
February 18, 2004
Wow. Nuh uh!
Two surprising things:
Kris is bidding on my shirt. Wow. Freaking nice of him! I hope he watches it though because I'm sure someone will out bid him...they always do. 19 more hours.
Wonder if I should get my hopes up this time?
Second:
I was just about to complain on here about wanting to see the new Dashboard video. I turned on the tv just to hear something...and the new Dashboard video came on.
His hair is so adorable!
It's about time for a new concert tour eh Christopher Ender Carrabba?
That was such luck that I turned it on at that moment.
...or was it?
I'm very attracted to the gay men on Queer as Folk. Okay, I've always wanted Hal. He doesn't count. But jesus...Brian is uber sexy.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:26 PM | Comments (4)
February 16, 2004
UBER GROWL
*growls at it*
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=29881&item=3386820552
*bites it and tears it in half*
DAMN YOU!
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:55 PM | Comments (6)
February 15, 2004
Upon further investigation...
I find myself in a horrid mood.
I was thinking about taking my jacket back to Walmart...however, I can't find a receipt in any of the bags or anywhere for that matter. Hopefully Lyndsey has it in her purse or something. I love that coat. I want it to fit. I want to wear it lots.
I was this *holds her fingers close together* close to getting my Clay shirt...AGAIN. And it didn't happen...AGAIN. I think I'm giving up.
There's other things...me mainly just complaining about nothing...such as being intensely thirsty. Mainly me just being a douche.
Flowers look even more beautiful as they die.
I wish I could take a picture...no batteries.
I'm saddened.
If you don't read the previous two entries I will punch you in the face.
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:36 PM | Comments (1)
Nothing looks the same
Nothing looks the same to me anymore...
Chuck E Cheese's is no longer the fun, carefree place of my youth. That place is long gone. Instead, in it's place, is a corporate wonderland. Although, now they have more technical advances, it just doesn't hold the same wonder as it once did.
Upon entering the building I noticed the first of many odd changes. The extreme lack of space. Instead of having two seperate areas, one for eating and watching the show and one for games, they are slammed into one single entity. This means that as you are trying to eat your pizza you have children running into your table and becoming unbearably close to your dinner. Also, the seats are very packed together and are oddly distributed. We had four people in our party: Me, my brother Chris, his girlfriend Tara, and my niece Trinidy. We were seated at a TINY booth. One side could sit about two people if squished together and the other side barely one person...this resulted in a fun squishy time for my brother, his girl, and Trinidy.
The second dramatic change was seen as we payed for our dinner. Each of our hands was stamped with a stamp that could only been seen under a black light. I found this very odd. It felt more like we were stepping into a night club rather than a pizza place. I later figured out that this was a method used in order to insure that the right kids went home with the right parents. Meaning: If you were a pedofile who ventured to Chuck E Cheese to pick up a young child, maybe one who adored Yugioh, then you would be out of luck as this stamp was checked as you walked out the door and if the adult's stamp didn't match the child's stamp then you were busted.
A good idea I guess, however it really shows how tainted our society is now. Nothing is innocent anymore.
The third and final(although I could go on) change was the attitude of the kids. Sure, I dislike kids. Hey, I usually dislike my own niece. But these kids were spawns of some satanic beast. The attitudes and rude behavior that was exhibited by them made me want to punch them in the face. I waited patiently in line to play skee ball for about 15 minutes (behind a 40 something year old woman who had been playing for about 10 minutes) when a small dark haired girl just butted in front of me. RUDE! I growled and took my place in another line for skee ball behind a little blonde boy when a small black boy got in front of me! GRRRRRRRR! I mean, I know I look 30 compared to those kids but that doesn't mean you can cut in front of me! I want to play skee ball too damn it!
Also, these kids knew nothing about sharing nor taking turns. They sat on a machine for hours, popping coins in them like they were limitless. They didn't care if there was a line behind them a mile long or if they had already taken about 50 tries at the game. Where did they go to pre school? Take turns you little serpents! Let others play the damn games!!
*shakes head*
Where did that childhood innocence go to? Has anyone seen it?
I convinced Foofy to bid on my shirt...
It got outbid...AGAIN.
This is the second person I managed to persuade to bid on my shirt...and still it gets outbidded.
He got offline...so I can't tell him anyway...
God I'm so depressed.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:30 PM | Comments (1)
Rainbow ribbon
I'm supposed to go with them today. I haven't heard much stirring. Maybe they aren't going.
I have a feeling we'll go and end up stopping at the mall or something and I will see something I would die without...but wouldn't have money to buy it.
Nooooooo!!!!!!!!! I have to have it!! I'm so so so so sad!
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3385854679&category=29893
Only 9 hours left! I can't find anyone to bid on it for me with only 9 hours! *cries*
Oh here's one for three days. I might be able to persuade someone into that one...
*crosses fingers*
V-day last night was great.
Lyndsey took me to the mall where we strolled around and she bought herself some cds.
We then went to Walmart where she got herself lots of clothes. She bought me a shirt, some black pants since mine got lost, and a jacket. I luff my jacket but it's too small...hopefully we can take it back. Although, I looked for the receipt today and I can't find it. Hopefully, Lyndsey has it on her somewhere.
Then we decided to go to Outback to eat. But the waiting time was 2 and a half hours so we said fuck that and went to the mall to eat Steak Escape. On entering the mall Lyndsey found Yugioh shirts and proceeded to buy three of them.Plus the first season of As Queer as folk. ;)
Mmm...Hal Sparks kissing other men! I LOVE Hal Sparks!
We then ate and bought tickets to see 50 first dates. We walked around the mall and played in the arcade until it was time for the movie.
The movie was funny. One of the best movies ever! (Okay, not really but for the fact that there was a cute penguin named Willy I am persuaded that it is) I'm biased. Shoot me. ;) It was a little sad though. I couldn't imagine forgetting everything I did everyday. I just kept imagining that she'd get better sometime in the movie...she never did. :( Oh well, very cute anyway! I liked it.
Sean is so funny and gay. LoL. We luff him so much!
Lyndsey got me a stuffed Fox that I named Mr. Tupac Tails. Gotta say the whole thing. ;) Also two things of plain chocolate...cause I like it so. :D
Valentine's day definately did rock. Thank you Lyndsey for taking me out. I love you. :)
*coughs* I really, really want that shirt. *coughs*
Really!
I'm not lying here.
:P
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:47 AM | Comments (0)
February 13, 2004
Smooshy Kitty
Don't ask. No idea.
Okay, now that that is out of the way...
I've layed around the house all day. I did nothing but burn my Lostprophets cd and play Dot Hack and wank. Not really...okay, yeah I did. 0_0
I said I wasn't eating anything today as a punishment thing to myself for eating all the chocolate...it was also a depressive thing...but don't worry, it didn't last. I went and bought mom and I some Wendy's. It wasn't good at all. It took me 10 minutes just to fix my damn salad. Grrr.
All I wanted today was to sleep and sleep and sleep until my eyes bled. But I had to get up and take Lyndsey to work. Sorry if I seemed in a bad mood girl. Well, I was. But not because of you but because of everything else and lack of sleep made me cranky. Not to mention on the way to the store some lady almost hit me. I honked my horn in anger...I don't do that often.
My grandma called and apparently wanted Chris. He wasn't here. She wanted him to take her to the bank, she asked me what I was doing and I told her playing Dot Hack. She apparently was going to make me take her but figured I was busy so didn't ask me.
I don't mind being a taxi for her or for mom but on my days off all I really want to do is sit in my underwear and play video games. I don't mind taking Lyndsey...because, well she's Lyndsey. But mostly all I want to do on my days off is sit and mope. I'm a fucking lazy ass, yes I know this.
Like I said I've spent the day in Dot Hack world. Trying to finish it up so I can play Kingdom Hearts. Tsukasa today went from level 12 to level 78 (and still leveling up). I'm so proud of him! I got Balmung a new weapon that has instant death on him...Kite and Balmung kick so much ass now.
Okay...you have no idea what I'm talking about do you?
I kinda want Brad to come online just so I can brag about my great characters and then disconnect. Heheh.
Holy lord! Almost forgot to say! Chris is taking Trinidy(and I'm sure Tara) to Chucky Cheese's on Sunday! We used to have one here but it got tore down and made into a Dollar General. So he's driving all the way to Charleston to go there for Trinidy's V-Day present. I'm going with them!! Whee! I'm sure Lyndsey would be able to go as well...but I'm pretty sure she's hanging out with TJ all day Sunday. :/
*coughs* Ditch him *coughs*
Just kidding!!
*innocent face*
I drove Chris' car today! 0_0 Mom was blocking my car so when I drove to Wendy's I took his car. Man, it is pimped out. I had to drastically turn down the rap music because...Nikalyn doesn't roll that way.
I don't know what we're doing tomorrow. I hope Lyndsey likes her gift that I got her...even though it's not much. I still like it. :) It's no purple roses or Dracula shot glasses...but I still think it's cool.
Have a Merry Valentine's Day tomorrow everyone.
LoL.
I just went to Bash because I haven't mindlessly wandered around there in awhile. Grouphug has been taking up most my bored moments...
But anyway, the first quote I see...
(cndz) what would jesus do?
(Josh) probably get crucified and die
Lmao.
For some reason it struck me as being SO funny. I laughed for like 20 minutes.
Sad thing is I've probably seen it before just the state of mind that I'm in made that seem so hilarious...
Lmao
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:02 PM | Comments (7)
February 12, 2004
Love me?
Mommy bought me candy for Valentine's Day. They're good but they have lots of nuts in them. Icky.
Lyndsey got flowers today from her bf. Mom said they were pretty and purple.
I want flowers. Black roses. I've wanted them forever.
I wonder if I'll ever get them...
I wish he would be my Valentine...
I gave him my LOTR card. He smiled and laughed and said he loved it. It really took him by surprise.
Not sure if he got the hint that I lust for him.
He looked gorgeous today. I told him that.
Valentine's Day is beginning to depress me. Something that I thought wouldn't happen this year.
All the happy couples are beginning to get to me I guess...
I want to be loved...
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:57 PM | Comments (8)
February 11, 2004
Love the Words
http://aspyre.net/nikalyn/anthology/
My poetry blog.
It's been up for awhile but I never really told anyone. One, because I knew no one would care to look at it. Two, because it's not the coolest page in the world, simple and clean.
But I wrote a new poem yesterday and just now posted it.
So...if you have a few minutes go check out that poem. Or maybe a few others.
I just spent the last hour reading old poems and remembering all the feelings that came with them. A little overwhelming actually.
Go read? Tell friends? Comment lots?
Please?
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:12 PM | Comments (0)
February 09, 2004
The Dream
They separated us. You on the far right of the room and I on the far left. I gazed at you through my fingers and silently cursed this ocean of people between us. I look at you. You look at me. We catch each other's eyes. You smile and whisper something in my direction. You turn to your labtop and start playing a song. It's our song. We both know it. It symbolizes everything we are striving for. I laugh.
The vision darkens. The room spins. We're in a different room. You stand in the dark holding your hand out to me. I take it without questioning. We twirl. We spin. The moment is perfect, safe and warm. "I love you," he confesses. In my heart I had always known but the articulation of his voice confirming it was magicial. It kept repeating, this moment of happiness. Over and over it spun in my mind.
"I love you."
"I love you."
"I love you."
And for a split second, I believed it.
I woke up.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:02 PM | Comments (4)
February 08, 2004
Kingdom Clay
I picked up Kingdom Hearts today. Then Clay's cd. :) So I actually have the actual copy of the cd now. Not one I burnt.
Lyndsey is still against it.(Kingdom Hearts that is) But I need to see Squall again. David Boreanaz as Squall...Mmmm.
Plus! It has Wakka! Lyndsey loves Wakka! And Hercules is voiced by Sean Astin! See? It has its greatness!
LMAO Did you know Elijah was apparently in Paula Abdul's Straight Up Video? No way!? Small fucking world! LMAO That's great!
Will you make out with me?
Update: 10:53 pm
I thought she was coming home early? :(
I guess she's out having fun.
I wanted her to watch Kingdom Hearts with me since Wakka is in the first few scenes...
Oh well.
As long as she's happy and having fun...
It's getting lonely being down here by myself all the time.
I hate Sundays.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:54 PM | Comments (6)
So me!
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3384330819&category=29893
I want that shirt.
Need I say more?
Can I have him mommy? I promise to take real good care of him. I'll feed him and give him lots of water and room to run around. I'll pet him and pat him and name him George...okay...*coughs* Maybe not the George part.
Can I take him home? Please? *puppy dawg eyes*
See? This me begging! Begging for Clay! Look how cute and vulnerable I am! You know you want to hand him over to me.
Okay...it's not gonna happen is it?
*cries*
I luff him. He could be poor, geeky, have red hair and glasses, not be able to sing one single note and I would still heart him.
I want a Clay shirt. I might have to persuade Lyndsey to make me one. Wonder what I'd make it say.
"I wank over Clay" ?
No. No. Not appropriate for school and Clay would whack me if he ever saw it. And probably not in a good way...
Mmmm. Clay whacking.
Stop it! I'm good! I'm a good little Christian girl! I promise!!! I love you!
Don't be scared. I'm a nice, calm, normal girl. I just want to lick him.
0_0
If I had money I'd spend 200 bucks and get GOOD tickets to see Clay from Ebay. Close to the stage. Close enough to see the little beads of sweat and imagine they're from some other extracurricular activity...*whistles*
Damn it! I wish I had a job! Those tickets would so be mine and I wouldn't think twice! Not once!
God those are some good tickets.
That is RIGHT in front of the damn stage. *swoons*
Ah maybe next time he's on tour I'll catch him.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:48 PM | Comments (2)
February 07, 2004
Lovely.
I'm still lovin' my layout so much. I wish I had more friends to show it off too. LoL. But I don't. *tear*
I got Lyndsey's Valentine's Day present today. Mwhahaha. 0_0 She's gonna flip! Cuteness!
Mom was going to buy Kingdom Hearts for me at Walmart for Valentine's Day but they didn't have it at that Walmart...I saw it at the other one. Damn those Walmart's for not having the same stuff! So...I didn't get it yet. Blah.
Clay's on SNL tonight. Whee!
I had a dream where I took Lyndsey to school with me. I told Suzen she was going to go there next term and wanted to see how classes were. So...she sat in on Brit Lit class and got to meet him. :) Then she made some comment about how cute we were and that we needed to just date already. LoL.
Crazy dreams.
Dyed the hair last night. All degrees of sexy. :D
I saw shoes that I wanted today at Sears. They were 40 bucks. Ha. Yeah. Like I'm ever gonna get 40 bucks. :/
I'm gonna go do some gamin' and eat chips.
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:28 PM | Comments (3)
February 06, 2004
Oooh. Pretty!
I like it! Do you?
This is my new layout. Spiffy? I wasn't sure if I should make the banner smaller or not. But I kinda like it that big. Stands out.
The pictures come from a comic by a girl named Allison. *points to the information ---> * Those images of course aren't mine. Like I could draw! Pshaw!
But they are mighty pretty.
The logos are lyrics from one of my favorite songs "All that's left" by Thrice. Here's the lyrics in case you would like to see the context of all the lines.
All that's left by Thrice
One day the dreamers died within us.
When all our answers never came.
We hid the truth beneath our skin.
But our shadows never looked the same.
A ghost is all that's left.
Of everything we swore we never would forget.
We tried to bleed the sickness.
But we drained our hearts instead.
We are the dead.
And when we couldn't stop the bleeding.
We held our hearts over the flame.
We couldn't help but call it treason.
After that we couldn't fill our frames.
After that our shadows never looked the same.
In summers past we'd challenge fate.
With higher pitch and perfect aim.
And standing fast, we'd radiate.
A light we loved but never named.
But the answers never came.
And our shadows never looked the same.
A ghost is all that's left.
Of everything we swore we never would forget.
We tried to bleed the sickness.
But we drained our hearts instead.
We are the dead.
We are the ones who lost our faith.
We dug ourselves an early grave.
We are the dead.
Can we be saved?
Hurray! Tell me what you guys think! I spent most of the day working on this. :)
I like it muchly!
*points down* I wrote an actual entry for today. Go read it.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:29 PM | Comments (4)
Housekeeping
Playing with the blog right now so if it looks like crap then that's why. Colors are perfect. Just playing with the logos. It might take me awhile. :/
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:37 PM | Comments (2)
All that's left
I actually got to sleep in a little today. Went to bed at around one because I was pretty bored. Slept until 10:30 this morning. So that's pretty decent. Drove to Marietta and Suzen had car troubles so was late. Took the Comp II test. I didn't really pay attention to the answers. Don't really care how I did on it. Most of it was pretty easy but other questions were tricky. Once again, I don't care how I did.
So here I am. Whee.
I wrote part of a poem while waiting for Suzen to show up. It's pretty cool sounding. About him. Of course.
Next week is going to be awesome, school wise at least. I don't have to show up all week for Comp II therefore since it's my only class on Monday and Fridays, I'll have Monday, Wednesday, and Friday off next week. Not to mention the next Monday because it's President's Day...or something...I forget holidays. Major rockage. Most of this time will devoted to working on my research paper and my layout. Whee!
Lynz bought me hair dye. I'll have semi cool hair again. :) I thought about maybe getting a new color or dyeing it brown or something, just to change things up. But we were in a hurry so I didn't mention it. I just feel like I need a change somewhere in my life...not sure where...but somewhere. Things are just kinda stagnant.
Driving home from class there was a lot of fog. I could have had the most awesome shot of the bridge covered in fog...if I had my cam with me. I used to carry it around but I stopped because the batteries are dead.
I think I need to call my dad. I haven't talked to him in awhile. (Wow. I was not aware that I wrote this in a previous entry. How odd.)
Clay on SNL tomorrow! I'll be watching it, will you? Will, you better watch it!!! :P
Why should I talk to you, when I got 32? My shiny teeth and me! Brush, gargle, rinse, a couple breath mints. My shiny teeth and me!
I love Chip Skylark.
Ignore me. I'm gay.
Not really. Just really, really lame.
Geek. Right here. Geekasarus Rex.
0_0
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:43 PM | Comments (3)
February 04, 2004
I might have an idea
I might have an idea for my layout. Yay!
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:24 PM | Comments (4)
Double G-R-R
One point of grrr. Why does livejournal keep signing me out? Surely the cookies haven't been deleted every night. And Lyndsey doesn't have a livejournal so why would she sign me out? I'm getting pissed.
Ugh. Now the forum signed me out! Getting more pissed!
I'm also annoyed that I couldn't sleep in on my only day off. Instead I have to get up and take Grandma to the hospital for blood stealing. I guess I can't really complain about it. It's not Grandma's fault. Shouldn't get annoyed at her. I just am really sleepy and want to sleep in. My alarm went off this morning and I wondered "Why the hell is it going off?" Then I remembered.
Things I need:
*hair dye
*make up
*Paula Abdul's greatest hits...does this exist? If so I want it. :)
*Donnie D shirt
*New batteries for my digital camera...or figure out something the hell to do.
*a new layout
*a life
*sleep
*a nice boy who thinks I'm spiffy
I wish I got an allowence. I never got one of those. I need money for the essentials. Like gas and food. Grandma gave me 20 bucks yesterday. Apparently mom is going to pay her back. I spent 10 on gas. I probably was only supposed to pay like 5. But seriously, how far is that gonna go? Then I used 5 bucks for lunch. I felt bad because I wasn't told I could use that money but I was hungry...and I never eat lunch. :( I was supposed to give her back change today but I only have 5 bucks left. Hopefully she won't ask for it and I'll just give it to mom to give to her when she pays her back.
I need to call dad. Haven't talked to him in a while.
I like having American Idol to look forward to again. My favorite is a guy who sounds like Clay. Hopefully he makes it far. I'm very annoyed with half of the people though so I hope they don't make it very far.
I'd commit suicide if I wasn't so damn lazy.
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:00 AM | Comments (1)
February 02, 2004
Grrr.
I'm not in a good mood.
I tried to defrag the computer last night but it was taking forever so I left it on and went to sleep. I'm sure Lyndsey just clicked it off when she came home,whenever that was, so I assume it never finished.
I feel like crap. I didn't sleep much because the whole furnace thing made the fuse blow causing the electricity to go off. I can sense when my fan is turned off so I woke up immediately and got irritated cause my clock was off as well. So I had to wait around until they fixed the fuse so I could reset my clock and alarm so I could go to school.
They were doing that shit all last night too. Messing with the fuses which resulted in the electricity going off right as I was attempting to do homework. Can't do homework if there's no lights. Since the furnace was being a dick it kept getting too cold or too hot. Fucking pissed me off.
Then mom said she was going to go next door and get our neighbor who's an electrician to look at it. But she couldn't bring him down in our room being so messy. Once again may I just say, I don't have fucking time to clean this room. No FUCKING time. I hate fucking cleaning! That's all I do is fucking clean! UGh. But I did.I cleaned horribly in about 2 minutes to please her so someone could come down into the basement. Turns out no one did. What a fucking waste of time. I was even more pissed.
I wanted Lyndsey to come home so I could show her what I got for her but she didn't come home until late after I went to bed.
I wish I would have just ignored the fact that my alarm clock was off and just slept through class today. Since it's fucking pointless to go to one class for 20 minutes and then leave. The drive is longer than the class. But I feel I've been missing class too much lately. So like a putz I will go.
I feel like crap and I look like crap. But hey, really, when do I not? My hair needs washed but I'm not going to. Stuff the hood on my head and I'm ready to go. It also needs redyed but I guess I'm just gonna say fuck that cause I have no money to get any.
Who needs to look good anyway? No one to impress. Not like he will ever like me anyway. Just making a something out of absolutely nothing.
I'm getting sick of fucking blue screen errors. And if I had a Windows XP disc I would probably wipe the whole computer down.
Sense the destructive side?
I had dreams where I murdered my math teacher because she told me once again that my homework wasn't done pretty enough. Who the fuck cares about how pretty it is!? It's about the fucking math itself, the content! I've never had anyone tell me my math homework presentation was "poor". Ha I just wrote poop instead of poor. Anyway! I killed her. And stuffed her in my trunk. I think it was produced from watching Brak last night. That was a great episode.
I also had this dream where there was this video game and everyone was supposed to play it for school. I said I hated it and wouldn't play and started to leave. Then some teacher tries to kill me because I won't play it. Apparently the game hypnotized children or something.
I'm so fucking hostile. I want to go back to bed. Forever.
As I edit this I notice I will probably be late for class...lovely.
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:41 AM | Comments (1)
February 01, 2004
You're beautiful with trigger pulled
http://grouphug.us rocks my socks.
Those people are so fucked up. They make me feel better about my life for a few seconds.
This cracked me up for so long. It sounds like something I'd say.
"Happiness is good and all and it's great if you find it but, truely... I can't stand seeing people so goddamn happy everywhere. Couples, PDA's... it's so irritating and I just want to take a board with nails sticking out of it to all of their faces! My friends gush about their boy/girlfriends and I smile and nod, when really I am just grating their skin off with a cheese grater in my mind. But I'm not even a violent person.. usually... "
Hahahahah.
"I have a dachshound and I've dreamt for a long time of setting it on fire. Not because he's annoying, but because I like to burn things. Living things. I don't think it's illegal to torch canines. Nothing about it in the good book either. Maybe I should start out small. Like, with a canary or a ferret. I am ashamed - in a kinky sort of way."
Oh lord! LMAO.
"One time I pooped in a kmart dressing room. Then I covered it up with a bathing suit. I then waited nearby acting like I was shopping to see what the clerk did. The girl looked pretty pissed and called for maintenence. I didnt stick around any longer because I couldnt contain myself from laughing. Looking back, I now feel bad for the clean up dude. Sorry man. "
Hahahaha. Whoo. I am so easily entertained!!!
Holy shit! This is the best one! OMG. OMG.
"Sometimes when I whack off, I think about penguins. "
No this is not me!! 0_0
"i once set a monkey loose at the zoo, he wreaked havoc and the monkey trainers had to kill him cause he attacked people. goddamn that was funny.. i'm sorry monkey"
I want alcohol...
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:43 PM | Comments (3)
Starving for an argument
Mmmm. No. More like starving for the bbq ribs my mom is fixing upstairs. Good God woman! I can't take this aroma! I'm sitting here physically drooling. Mmmm. Ribs. My stomach is growling SO much.
Superbowl's tonight. Do I care? Nope!
I'm working on my homework now in a lame attempt to finish it all before tomorrow. Riiiight. I never finish my homework. :(
God, I want ribs!!
Clay's going to be on SNL Saturday. Someone make sure to remind me! If I miss that someone is going down!
Some show about him was on last night on VH1. There also was a show about emperor penguins on the Discovery channel at the same time. I felt conflicted.
Ended up watching Clay and switching to the penguins during commercials. I felt like I was robbed.
Downloading Thrice and Thursday songs because I can.
Hey...hey...if the moon was made of cheese, would you eat it? How about baby back ribs? I know I would. I'd take a whole plate of baby back ribs!!
Mmmmm.
I have a surprise for Lyndsey!! She'll love me!! Whee!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:37 PM | Comments (2)