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October 31, 2003
If I had a baby...
what do you think I'd dress it up as for Halloween?
Come on.
You can do it.
Guess.
Figure it out?
Of course you did!!
I really dislike kids. But I really love penguins!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:06 PM | Comments (1)
Merry Halloween everyone!
Merry Halloween everyone!
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:36 AM | Comments (0)
October 30, 2003
I'm getting really sick of
I'm getting really sick of being me. I think I might stop.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:14 PM | Comments (2)
*shakes head* You're an ass.
*shakes head* You're an ass. Stop being rude to me. I've put with A LOT of your shit. I like talking to you and I like having you as a friend. Just because your life is crap doesn't mean you take it out on the people that are attempting to improve it. Just...stop. You don't have to love me but you claimed you liked me. Show it for once.
You don't see me criticizing the stupid things you do.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:48 PM | Comments (1)
October 29, 2003
Harder to Breathe
For a dirty rated kinda X picture see webcam picture.
No wonder that chick from Pirates of the caribbean fainted while wearing those things. Ouch. Well. I'm sure most of it is because I'm fat and it's probably a bit too small. But still. I look good in it.
But the reason of the post, remember my kitty? I haven't posted pics of her in a long while. Look how dumb she is:
Yes, she is laying in a pile of clothes.
*shakes head*
Crazy cat.
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:01 PM | Comments (3)
The Plan
Okay. Ready for it?
This is the plan I talked over with the voices in my head on the way home from class today:
Step 1: Drive home Check!
Step 2: Go to Subway and pig out Check!
Step 3: Go home Check!
Step 4: Eat food while chillin' on 'Net Checkers!
Step 5: Attempt to wash car Check!
Step 6: Attempt to wash self
Step 7: Go to Autozone or someplace oddly like it.
Step 8: Head to 6 o clock class
Lovely plan eh? Not sure if it will go that way...but still!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:10 PM | Comments (1)
October 28, 2003
Backness
Dil claimed people missed me in Lockergnome along with himself. So...I'm visiting again. How can I let those people go without my presence? Especially him. Hehe. I missed a few of them as well. I have high hopes this time so things better go alright. Only been there two days and I already was a subject of a fight. Go me! Thanks Shels for helping me out. So anyway, hopefully you LG peeps will see a lot of me from now on...well whenever I can pry the computer away from Lynz. ;)
Well, I need to go. I'm sitting here naked. Need to go get dressed for school. See you later.
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:45 AM | Comments (4)
October 27, 2003
Let it be known...
Saturday going to the Halloween party I hit my first squirrel. I felt so damn bad. Lynz kept hoping that we just hit it but it was okay and ran away. But looking back I saw something in the road and knew it had to be the poor squirrel. I felt so bad. It was a sad, sad moment. I couldn't stop or move or anything. Around here squirrels go nuts about this time of year and bolt out in front of cars left and right. You can see the poor little bodies everywhere. It's a very sad thing since I love me some squirrels.
But telling this to my friends you'd think they'd be sad and feel bad for me, right? No. No. You are mistaken. This is what my evil friend does:
Lovely isn't it?
I love that Rusty so much. He's so sympathetic to my problems.
*glares evily*
Besides the blood and squirrel guts I do look hot though...
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:15 AM | Comments (1)
October 26, 2003
I want...
Looky! It matches my site layout! Wow. Amazing. I would be so 80's. Yes, yes I would.
I want half the things on that site. It's sad. I need money.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:29 PM | Comments (2)
October 25, 2003
Pumpkin Style
This is my pumpkin. And yes, you are jealous.
Bow down before it.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:30 PM | Comments (4)
October 22, 2003
This Car Hears My Confessions
I did it. Finally! I passed my driving test!!
*insert praises and enthusiastic cheers here*
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:57 PM | Comments (7)
October 20, 2003
Death to H-o-t-m-a-i-l
Hotmail is pissing me off.
"This server is too busy."
"This server is too busy."
"This server is too busy."
Screw that buddy. That's your job. To be a server! Do it better!! Blah. Trying to clean out my email account. Not working that well as you can tell.
Clay Cd = Godly
I feel all tingly inside listening to it. Another one of the cds I can't wait to get in my car drive along the highway windows down listening to it. I have three of those now. Bt, Dashboard, and now this one.
I keep trying to itch the tattoo. Bad, bad me! Stop it. Wonder how long it is before you can scratch it. It's killin' me. Killin' me! Well I guess hair doesn't help it. I probably should put my hair up. Blah.
I need to write a paper. I'm sick of those things. I'll give you a cookie if you write it for me. Up for it?
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:26 PM | Comments (2)
October 19, 2003
Doubly sad
Still haven't got an email. Oh well. Went to the mall last night and Lynz bought Halloween stuff. I'm still wearing my wizard costume from last year because I love it so much but I'm modifying it. We bought little demon ears to put on my hood and even a staff...although it's supposed to be a pimp staff. Shhh. We won't tell anyone. Lynz also bought me a pair of boots. I didn't want her to cause I feel bad that she buys stuff for me all the time but she insisted. I really needed a pair of boots though. They're pretty nice.
Clay's cd came out Tuesday but I haven't been able to get my hands on it. :( So until then I guess I'm stealing it from the internet. I hope I find all the tracks.
My dad is making me take the driving test on Wednesday. We're supposed to go out today to practice the damn cones and hopefully we go practice like Tuesday too. I'm so damn nervous. I know I'm going to fail. I cannot back around those damn things. Why do we have to do that? It's so damn stupid! Maybe the lady will feel sorry because I've had my permit for 3 years. I just want to drive!! Maybe I'll cry a lot there and make her feel bad.
Yeah, that's it.
Off to steal Clay songs.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:19 PM | Comments (1)
October 18, 2003
How Sad
I haven't had a real email for about 4 days now. Spam, yes. Actual email that I read? None. Not even newsletters or livejournal notices. Sad. Very sad. I know I haven't been on lately but still. That's so damn depressing.
*tear*
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:54 PM | Comments (3)
October 16, 2003
Not dead. Not online lately.
Not dead. Not online lately. Very tired. Sleepy. I have one of those "here's a prompt,write something" tests today. But I'll probably be late and not finish it. Utopia is a boring book. I'll probably get yelled at because I haven't read it all. I got like 40 more porn things. I think I might have to download whatever Noggie sent me. Wasn't paying attention to it last night when I opened it. I also got a message from Brandon. Do I know a Brandon? Not sure...I didn't think I did. Confused.
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:20 AM | Comments (3)
October 13, 2003
Dreamin'
Wow. Today is like the first day I've logged in here without a damn porn spam add. I blocked the ip's so hopefully that gets rid of them. But you gotta hand it to them, porn spam is getting smarter!
Mom doesn't seem to be mad. Well I'm sure she is but she is talking to me somewhat again. Like my brother said, the next day she acts like nothing ever happened. Hrm. Lovely. I'm going to try to stay on her good side for awhile by cleaning and stuff. All the stuffs that moms like. After I finish these two papers I'm going to go do that.
Last night I had all these weird dreams. I had millions of them. There was this one where I was at this cheerleading contest at some school but the school had a video game store in it. And I was all excited cause they had action figures. But when I went in they didn't have one single piece of merchandise with Squall on it. I was pissed. I told them to order some and I'd be back tomorrow.
Then I had this dream where I was an X-men type person and me and a bunch of other X-men type people were thrown in this big room. Apparently it was like a test in order to see if our powers were good enough or something. So the lights turned down and all these real X-men were thrown into the room with us. Then Gambit proceeded to attempt to kick the shit out of me with his cane and cards. But then he realized I was a pretty girl and said a lot of sexy things with his accent and we made out a lot.
THEN! I had this dream where the world was ending and God had sent this large worldly tornado like thing to suck everyone up and kill every single creature on the Earth. Well apparently, my mother and I believe we can outwit God by hiding in our kitchen and holding on to dear life to our kitchen appliances. Yes, grasping onto the kitchen stove is really going to stop the hand of God. Then for some reason Buffy, Spike, and Dawn from Buffy The Vampire Slayer came in and needed a place to hide from the upcoming tornado. So they all grabbed on to the fridge...why does everyone think this is a good idea? Then all of a sudden Buffy took out a magna doodle and drew a big scary bug with lots of legs. (Was there an episode with bugs? Because I thought there was...) Then the place was filled with icky bugs. And everyone started screaming...
I woke up.
Crazy are my dreams of late.
Mwhahahahahaha. Victory is mine!
Clay's cd comes out tomorrow. Too bad I spent my last 5 bucks on tattoo goo.
Guess I'll have to steal it from the internet.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:51 AM | Comments (1)
October 11, 2003
Well that wasn't necessary...
I just deleted about 7 comments of spam from my blog. Porn spam too! Lolita porn! Jesus. That's all I need now. I'll go and block the ip here in a minute although not a lot of good that will do. :-/
Anyway, like to hear about my night?
Some girl at my mom's work ran her mouth and told her I got a tattoo so...I got screamed at last night. It's so SO fucking stupid to be mad at a tattoo. What is the point? I'm such a damn good kid. I get straight A's. Never smoke or drank hardcore in my life. I've never gotten drunk. I've never had sex. Fuck I never even leave my house except school and when I try to change myself and make myself an individual she gets mad. She got pissed at my hair being this color too. She brought that up millions of times last night.
She called and told me if I had a tattoo I had to go to my dad's house and she didn't want me there when she got home from work. I told her she was a hypocrite because she dyes her hair and got a tattoo and even has like six holes in her ears. Then she called me a little bitch of course and told me to leave. So I got my brother to take me to my dad's but when we walked out the door she came home and told me get in the house.
The screaming and yelling then took place. I have such damn valid arguments. Hers are just mainly the fact that because she doesn't like a hair color or something I'm not supposed to do it. She made it sound like she was embarassed to be with me in public. Now you guys have seen me, I'm fucking tame compared to a lot of the people out there. I don't wear all black and dark makeup. I just have red hair and a tattoo which NO one can see.
I told her that her priorities were in such the wrong place. She needs to be mad at me for doing things like drugs, and drinking and for hanging with the wrong crowd. Motherly things! Not for trying to make myself an individual. I have the right to. I'm 18 years old. I'm a fucking adult. I told her I was sorry for lying to her (She thought me just not telling her was lying...well no it wasn't I just chose not to tell her. I shouldn't have to tell her everything that goes on in my life.) But I was not sorry for doing it. I had a right to.
She got quiet for a long time and she told me if I didn't go to my room I was going to make her more mad. So I did. For the rest of the night. Crying mainly. I was mainly crying because my own mother called me a bitch. It kinda hurt you know? I didn't deserve that. I didn't do anything worthy of that...
I just wanted pretty hair...and a cool tattoo. I was just trying to express myself. That's no reason to be pissed.
Later, she came down and told me I was being stupid for crying. Yes, haven't I told you were not allowed to cry in this house? It's silly to cry. Crying is for the weak apparently.
So yeah, I don't know where I stand. But it's such a fucking stupid argument. Am I alone in this? Why wreck a relationship over something so petty?
If I'm kicked out of my house can I come and live with you?
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:52 AM | Comments (4)
October 10, 2003
Ouchies
My neck is sore. Someone rub it for me?
Fuck. That would hurt more. Never mind.
How about someone kiss it and make it feel better?
Ouch.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:45 PM | Comments (1)
October 09, 2003
Tattoo'd
Whee! I'm tattoo'd. I'm so damn proud of myself for doing it. I feel like I accomplished something. Getting over the fear and all. It didn't hurt at all. Just a kind of stinging sensation. Actually, it was this kinda hurt that you oddly want to keep going. You know what I mean? It actually reminded me of sticking your tongue to a 9 volt battery. LoL. I'm probably the only one who was reminded of that though. The place was really nice and clean. The people were mega friendly much to my surprise. The guy who did it was not a large, fat tattooed scary man. He was a rather attractive tattooed guy named Erick. His daughter was running around the place cleaning everything. She was mega cute. Lynz went first and told me it didn't hurt but it tickled. I was really nervous at first but seeing how calm she was really made me feel better and so the rest of the time I felt relaxed. The place was pretty empty when Lynz got her's done but when I got mine done millions of people came in. Who knows why they were there? Erick's sister and her kids even came in. His sister was really nice though and talked to us about him doing her tattoo. I really liked the place a lot. If we get another one I want to go back there.
Anyway, this is what the original picture. See the pretty symbol?
Now this is my tattoo.
Pretty? :D
Wow. Those pictures make my neck look really fat. LoL. Oh well.
Lynz also got a pretty tattoo as well. See?
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:45 AM | Comments (4)
October 07, 2003
We're on the top of the world
My 1:40 class got cancelled today. Yay!
Actually, I'm not sure if it was cancelled. My teacher is the same all day long on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I went to class today and she announced that our Comp class would be shortened because she felt sick and was going home. I asked her if our Brit Lit class was going to be cancelled. She said yes or she might have another teacher sit with us. So...I didn't go to class under the assumption that class was cancelled.
*shrugs*
Oh well.
I have to write a paper tonight and I haven't started yet. I'm sick of writing papers. I'm the biggest bull shitter in the world. I can write about anything and make it sound somewhat intelligent. That's what my essays consist of...utter crap.
I need a new winamp skin. Anyone have any suggestions? I usually like dark ones because they go with my desktop backgrounds.
My psych class is cancelled for tomorrow as well. All in all school is pretty easy.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:06 PM | Comments (1)
October 04, 2003
Carve your name into my arm
I really have nothing to write about. However, I felt this needed updating. I hit the regular status in Sexy Vlad's forum. I feel a little tingling from somewhere deep inside. How lovely.
My goals for this weekend was as follows:
* Finish both Dot Hack and FF8
* Do my homework
* Write 3 essays
* Gather up all the evil laundry
* Clean the basement
Guess what I did from that?
Well. My laundry is being washed. And Dot Hack is beaten. Now I just have to wait until December for the last game. All the rest of that including, homework and essays, have not been neither looked at nor attempted.
School is really starting to cut into my laying around time.
I'm slightly annoyed that Suikoden is not in my grasp by now...but what can I do? Flik will have to wait another month or so I guess. :(
I ponder why Lynz doesn't comment on any of my entries anymore. It's very sad. :( I can't even remember the last time she commented actually.
We're still wanting to get our tattoos but we have no ride. And scheduling conflicts makes it even harder. Hopefully we will get it soon. However I am broke. Dead broke. Maybe I shouldn't have bought dad that birthday card...
One incident regarding driving makes me think that dad won't be taking me anymore. Sad but inevitable. Hopefully, the license comes soon. I can't wait for the day I can just drive along the highway in my car blasting Dashboard/Bt and singing at the top of my lungs.
Loki is laying in my arms and keeps looking up mewing at me. I'm not sure what's wrong with her. But she is making this typing process a hard one. Better get off here and get something done.
I feel such the slacker.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:53 PM | Comments (7)
October 01, 2003
Quite the predicament
Tonight's tv schedule:
Season Finale of Paradise Hotel 8pm- 10pm
Season Premiere of Angel 9pm - 10pm
Guess who won't be home to see them? Me! Damn psych test! I would skip it but it's our first test and she said that the make up test is ten times harder. I can attempt to have Lynz tape one of them for me on my mother's vcr but which one??! Paradise Hotel cause it's the last episode? Or Angel because it's the first episode of the season?! Ahhhhhhhhh.
It's dreadful.
If my vcr worked I would tell her to tape both. Actually, my brother has a vcr but I could never con him into taping something for me. Not that I'll probably even see him tonight. Ack.
I DON'T KNOW!!!
My head hurts.
I need to go study.
Tortilla chips + sour cream = breakfast of champions
Fuck that. Screw the chips. *eats sour cream by finger*
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:06 PM | Comments (9)