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September 28, 2003
Giggly moment of the day
foofy says:
saddest thing to happen to me today: getting a hardon in church
Nikalyn says:
lmao!
Nikalyn says:
why did this happen?
foofy says:
no real clue
Nikalyn says:
did jesus turn you on?
foofy says:
they come without warning or cause sometimes
Nikalyn says:
lmao
foofy says:
lol no
Nikalyn says:
you're funny
Nikalyn says:
lol
foofy says:
/me needs a tshirt like that
foofy says:
"jesus makes me hard"
Nikalyn says:
lmao
foofy says:
"jesus gives me a resurrection"
Nikalyn says:
Oh lord!
Nikalyn says:
lmao
Nikalyn says:
that's great
Nikalyn says:
you make them
Nikalyn says:
and sell me one
Nikalyn says:
and it will be funnier
foofy says:
lol
Oh...and this:
Note the love interest. MY KIND OF MOVIE! MMmmm.
Just because it was there.
Pilfered relentlessly from Admiral Justin.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:24 PM | Comments (1)
September 27, 2003
*coughs*
Oh. Hi there.
I didn't see you come in.
I probably should be writing some entry that has content and depth and meaning. But guess what? It isn't going to happen. Ooooh. Tricked you there didn't I? *grins*
I have lots of homework to do but I'm not doing it. Screw homework I say. Screw it!
Lynz's cat was climbing my clothes rack.
It was rather funny.
He's giving me big innocent eyes cause he knows he's in trouble.
Tsk tsk.
Okay. Going back to what I was doing...
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:46 PM | Comments (1)
September 25, 2003
Hopelessness is your cell
It's official.
I want Nick.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:50 PM | Comments (7)
September 24, 2003
Awwww
Isn't my new layout pretty? I love it! Thank you much to Lynz who did the colors and sat around here getting the logos right. Hehehe.
So...what do you think?
And if you can't tell what the picture is tough luck! We like it. ;)
I need to redo the comments box and fix a couple colors here and there. I'm lazy. I'm sleepy. And fuck damn it I have fucking CLASS tonight!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:23 PM | Comments (4)
September 22, 2003
Don't mind the dust
I was trying out a fading picture header today. I like the fading effect. Those pictures are probably not the ones I will use permanently since I suck at making graphics. They're just something I cooked up so I could try out the effect. Hey I might use the first pic but probably not the second since it fades to a light blue and...light blue doesn't match so well. I will have to make the second picture's background black as well. But yeah. I'm not sure what I'm doing with it. And of course the colours and layout will have to change. But...yeah...just testing things.
Don't mind me.
The second picture is the back of a girl's head. No, that is not a spike sticking out of her neck. It is a piece of hair. The wind was blowing her hair.
Why can't you people see the girl? It's not that hard. *whaps you all*
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:40 PM | Comments (3)
Is there anything worth dying for?
Stupid math tonight. No, not stupid as in "I hate math" math. Stupid as in "Everyone in here is stupid" math. But cute Nick is in there. I wish I were cute so I could get cute Nick's attention. Oh...woe is me. Mark and ditzy Heather are also in there too so at least I will have a few people to talk to. Hopefully, Sara remembers to pick me up on time. Grrr. Have I said lately that I need a license? I'm getting sick of waiting on people. Anyway, I really don't have much to say. Here. I'll do a survey because I am sad and boring and have nothing else to do. Enjoy.
FIRSTS:
First best friend: Some boy that lived around the old house. I think his name was Matt.
First real memory of something: Falling through the bleachers and almost cutting my eye open when I was a little kid.
First date: Um. Never had a real date date. Probably the closest was going bowling with James and Crystal and her boyfriend at the time. I think that was about 10th grade.
First real kiss: Jeremy
First Break-up: First actual break up? Gerry probably. First break up that actually hurt and meant something? Jeremy.
First Job: Never had one. Aren't I cool?
First screen name: Hrm..shit. I've had this one for a long time. Let me look...*does AIM search* Okay. It's not working at the moment. I know I had that BenignFlowerz one for a long time. And I had a NikCarter00 once I think. God, I'm a dork. I've had TheMagess for about 3 years now though.
First self purchased album: Probably something stupid that I should just not go into.
First funeral: My great grandma around Christmas of 95...98...I can't remember the exact date.
First pets: Lucky my kitty that my parents didn't tell me died until last year. I was traumatized!! They said she just ran away!! LIARS!!! *Sobs*
First piercing/tattoo: Piercing? I had my ears pierced once but then I was being cool and wearing Batman earrings when they went through the bottom of my ears. What a bloody fun mess. Tattoo? Hopefully my Tolkien one ;)
First true love: Damn, maybe I shouldn't have done this survey on here. lol. But yeah, Jeremy.
First enemy: Hrm. I don't know. I like most people.
First big trip: Uh. Yeah. I never go anywhere. :(
First play/musical/performance: Preschool. It was at a church so everything was all religious. Most the class were angels and had to hold up numbers. I was number 7. I had a crush on the kid who was the devil....go figure!
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Probably some country person. Who knows.
LASTS:
Last cigarette: Uh. A few years ago. They're not that tasty.
Last big car ride: To my aunt's in Sandusky for my cousin's rich wedding
Last kiss: My niece. lol. She's so loving. Too bad I really dislike her.
Last good cry: A week ago or so. I can't remember why.
Last library book checked out: hrm. Alice in Wonderland and the Bell Jar.
Last movie seen: Underworld
Last beverage drank: Mountain Dew last night
Last food consumed: Chocolate chip cookie.
Last crush: Cute Nick
Last phone call: I'm sure it was my mom or something. No one actually calls me. Blah.
Last tv show watched: 21 on the gameshow network
Last time showered: When I got up this morning
Last shoes worn: My cool bowling shoes. Why does no one appreciate the greatness of my bowling shoes!?
Last cd played: A Mark, A mission, A brand, A scar - Dashboard. It's playing right now.
Last item bought: A wild cherry pepsi at school
Last annoyance: Brad and his depressed ass.
Last disappointment: Not going to get our tattoos this weekend
Last ice cream eaten: Does ice cream cake count? If so, ice cream cake from Dairy Queen for my brother's birthday
Last shirt worn: My camo shirt
Now that was just way too much god damn fun!
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:16 PM | Comments (4)
September 21, 2003
I heart her
I love my Lynz. She spoils me. She bought me the last DC cd that I didn't own last night. She has spent too much money on me...hehehe. :) I love her. :D
School is going well. It makes me feel way too self conscious though. Too many really cute guys whereas I am not cute at all. :-/ Oh well.
Yesterday we saw Underworld. It's a really good movie. I was glad that it ended up being good. We had a fear that it would end up like LXG. I shudder at the thought. I like how there was no set bad guys. The vamps weren't the bad guys. The wolves were not the bad guys. There were bad people on each. It played with your head a little. That's always a good thing.
We were going to get a tattoo yesterday but it got too late. Hopefully, we can go today. I have 18 bucks and Lynz said as long as mine was around 50 bucks then she would pay the rest. Mine can't be that much since it's just a symbol and it's not going to be very big. I'm really excited actually. Hopefully, it won't hurt me that much. I'm such a wimp.
I just spent the last hour trying to print off a pic of my tattoo in case the guy would need it. But since I have no ink in my printer I had to print the pic in several different colours looking for one that showed up. Man, I wish I had ink. LoL.
I think I might go play some Dot Hack. I've been neglecting it. I feel bad.
P.S. New layout whenever we get time. :)
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:36 AM | Comments (4)
September 19, 2003
*kicks you*
I had an urge to go in LG today. I choked it back.
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:56 PM | Comments (5)
September 18, 2003
I'm far too lonely.
I'm really tired of being alone...
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:59 PM | Comments (2)
September 17, 2003
*curses loudly*
I was very pissed this evening. I had a night class at 6 and I had asked my brother yesterday if he could take me. He said yes and exclaimed that he would be home around 4 or so. So today when he wasn't home at 5 I was pissed. I knew he forgot. He always does things like that! So I had to call over to his work and ask them for his pager number and page him. I got ahold of him and he was half way across town. Grrr. Oddly enough he got home at about 5:10 and we were in Marietta by 5:30. He sped...a lot. He was going about 70. LoL. But I got there in time. Actually about 20 minutes early. I felt better.
Mr. Poe's wife Rebecca is an excellent teacher. I love her. She's so nice and funny. I can tell exactly why Mr. Poe married her. She's always smiling and joking. It's going to be a great class. She's so loose in her teaching, just like Mr. Poe. It's going to be awesome.
"I made a new friend today. "
"Real or imaginary?"
Real. But thanks for asking!
Well, actually I met about three new people. We had to get into groups for psych today. I hate groups. I didn't know anyone in there so I dreaded the thought of it. So...of course you know I had to do it. The girl next to me I recognized was from my dumb math course so I asked her if I could hang in her group since I didn't know anyone and we were in the same math class. At first she didn't realize I was in there...of course. But then she recognized me and let me in her group. Her name is Heather and is from Warren. Her friend that she was talking to was Jessica. They're kinda ditzy and airheaded but good for a laugh during a class. The other person in their group was a guy named Mark. I noticed that he was in three of my classes so I definately enjoyed getting to know him. He's a cutie but I think he might be gay. LoL. Why else would a gay like hanging around me? But we worked together on this coin tossing experiment that we did completely wrong. Maybe we should had looked at the directions...but it was stupid anyway so we just wrote down numbers and when she wasn't looking went on break. ;)
My mom was supposed to pick me up but I had no idea which entrance she'd pick me up at. So I was aimlessly walking around the parking lot when I ran into him again. He asked me if I was waiting for someone and I told him that my mom was supposed to be around here but I was looking for a phone to call her. So he decided to escort me around the dark, dark campus looking for a phone. Of course the phones ended up NOT working. So we walked around some more and finally I hear someone yell for me. I looked and saw my mom's ex ex's truck but I made Mark walk over there with me in case it was someone trying to kidnap me. It was my mom. Ugh. She didn't tell me she would be in a truck.
But yeah. He's a nice kid. Maybe he's not gay. LoL. Not that there's anything wrong with that...but it really doesn't help me in the guy department. ;)
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:19 PM | Comments (4)
September 16, 2003
Pizza lovin'
I just want to say that the Philly Cheesesteak pizza from Dominos is the greatest thing on the face of the Earth.
Thank you.
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:54 PM | Comments (3)
Do you cry your eyes asleep?
I hate seeing my indie people on mtv...it makes me feel possessive. Val Emmich was on Mtv. Bad! Bad!! Okay, it was that underground show...but still. Urg!
I just spent too many lovely hours on a stuffy college campus with lots of ucky kids and adults. Ewww. Being social bites. I had two classes today: English Comp and Brit Lit. I'm so not looking forward to English comp. I love writing...don't get me wrong. But I hate writing what people tell me to, when they tell me to. I hate rules, I hate restrictions, I HATE time limits. Writing is an art and art does NOT have limits of any sort. Rawr. People need to realize this. Anyway, I was almost late this morning since my ride likes the sleeping thang. I had to sit by the girl who most would describe as the "teacher's pet." She talked constantly, volunteered all the time, and laughed at all the teacher's lame ass jokes. I knew one girl in there who is a now senior at my old high school...she has a large butt. No, I don't look at it. It's a very disfigured butt that does not go on her body. It's like a wreck on the highway, you know it's wrong to look but you do. It's hypnotizing.
My Brit lit class is going to fucking rock. That's all I'm saying. Picture this: A class where you actually get to watch Monty Python and the holy grail. It's too great right? Well that's my class! Whee! My teacher, who oddly enough is the same teacher from my comp class, is a huge hippie who loves Monty Python. :D The girl beside me loves Tolkien like me. She collects Lord of the rings merchandise like me. She oddly enough was thinking about getting the same tattoo that I'm planning on getting once I get money. She's nice to talk to. :) Then there's a guy in there who loves Tolkien and Monty Python too. He's also really gentlemenly since he opened the door for me not once...but twice today. Yay for courtesy!
I'm sleepy. I forgot what paying attention felt like. I need to take a shower because we dyed the hair last night and I still have colour in it. I scratch my head and get red on my finger...ick.
This room needs cleaned BADLY like. We're fucking slobs. And I've seemed to misplaced my Squall ring. It was sitting with all my other rings on my table because I took them off to shower the other day and now it's missing. I'm hoping that fucking satan child didn't run off with it...because I'll never see that again then...I miss it! I looked on ebay to see how much the rings run so in case it's missing permanately I can save up enough money to give to lynz to buy me a new one. The cheap ones look like crap. And the onea that look good are 50 or 80 bucks. Ah well, maybe for Christmas. Hopefully I find mine... :-/
I came home and cranked BT. Such a god damn stress reliver.
Oh yeah, I had math on Monday night. Everyone in there are idiots but Sara and I. Once again I say, idiots. *slams head*
At least it makes us feel smart...and there's a cute guy who looks has the beloved Chris eyebrows. Sadly, all the girls want him now. Damn you people stealing my men!!
Oh, and I realized there's a lot of things I want that I have no money for. Bah.
Okay, shower.
Help! Help! I'm being repressed!
Ha! I love British people! <3
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:44 PM | Comments (2)
September 15, 2003
School Day, School Day
First day off school. Tonight is my first night class. Whee!
Man, I need to clean...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:06 PM | Comments (1)
September 14, 2003
Wow. *coughs, sputters*
Mmmm.
I'm too damn excited now.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:29 PM | Comments (5)
September 13, 2003
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
Dot Hack ownz me.
*nods*
I would still be playing it but one of my mom's friend's husband (*takes breath*) came over and wanted to watch The Two Towers with me. How could I say no? It had been far too long without an Elijah fix. The part where the ring takes him still gets me all tingly inside. Mmmm. Evilness rocks. So that's where my last three hours went.
Tingle, tingle.
Monday is my first day as a mega cool college student. However, I only have one class that day, Math at 6:30pm. What a way to start off the school year. Ever tell you I hate math? Oh well. At least I only have one class. :) I bought my books the other day and they added up to a whopping $188. My scholarship was for five hundred so luckily I still have 320 something left over.
Yugioh in Japanese is filling my head. It's crazy just by watching it I've learned the Japanese word for brother. You have NO idea how much Serenity says it!! Lordy. Ah...lovely Japanese anime.
New hair dye tomorrow! Whee! Or...whenever Lynz has time to do it.
Okay. I'm done. It's been a good day.
Song stuck in head.
"This is to a boy who got into my head with all the pretty things he did.
Hey, you know,
You keep me up in bed.
This is to a boy who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did.
Hey.
Maybe baby.
You could keep me up in bed?
Spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen.
And I said did you know I missed you?
Did you know I missed you?
I miss you."
Made moderations of course. :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:03 PM | Comments (1)
September 12, 2003
I see dead people...
Did you see that both Johnny Cash and John Ritter died? Holy crap man. I mean, I really really disliked Johnny Cash for taking a NIN song and making it appear to stand for things it is not...but damn, we were just making jokes about him yesterday. And John Ritter...he was always cool. Damn, he was pretty young.
How sad.
:*(
When do you see them?
All the time...
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:57 AM | Comments (3)
September 11, 2003
ABOUT FREAKIN TIME
Dot Hack.
Whee!
I'm happy now.
The guy at the counter asked if I had watched Dot Hack Sign on cartoon network. I told him of course I had but I have all of them on DVD...japanese version. He started ringing up my game and then said something to me in japanese...color me surprised. LoL. I told him I didn't actually know Japanese...I have subtitles. He chuckled at me and asked if I wanted a guide for it.
He was a nice fellow.
My dad was an asshole taking me there...but when is he not?
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:55 PM | Comments (2)
September 10, 2003
PISSED
If I don't get Dot Hack tomorrow I'm fucking going to kill everyone.
This is bullshit.
You don't show that a game is available in stores by posting an ad and then NOT have it. They said it would be in today. NO. NONE of the stores around here had it. I am pissed. PISSED! One of the main things that annoy me in life is not getting what is promised to me.
PISSED!!!!!!!!!!
How the hell am I going to get there tomorrow?
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:59 PM | Comments (1)
September 08, 2003
Outbreak
The new Dot Hack comes out tomorrow. Well, they say shops are getting them tomorrow but whether or not they have them out is a different story. We were planning on making a day out of it, getting Lynz's Sleeping Beauty and getting my Dot Hack but with my luck...it won't end that way.
Right now I have a total of $18 bucks in my wallet. I do have a large amount of change...quarters mostly. So I guess I could scrouge around for some more money. However, as you see, the game is $50 bucks. I asked my mother if she'd leave me some money in the morning for orientation and for the mall. I'm sure it will be at most $20. So...I have about $40 give or take. Bah. Anyway, hopefully things work out.
Look. Oz figures! My Alice one is a lot cooler in my opinion. But hey. Still cool.
Yeah, orientation is tomorrow morning. I have to get my ass up at 8 in the morning to get dressed and drag myself to the uni. They have a meeting but I don't know if I have to go to it. I'd rather just get my id, buy my books, and get my ass out of there. After all that lovely fun Lynz and our ex best friend Sara are going out to eat and then heading to the mall for dot hack/sleeping beauty.
I hope, I hope, I hope that it is in!!
Well, I'm gonna go play some more FF8 until Lynz gets home.
Adeu.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:00 PM | Comments (4)
September 07, 2003
Ya know what I hate?
When I'm in the middle of a huge battle and the electricity goes off!
GROWL!
So so so annoyed right now.
So I was fighting this dragon right? One said to be the "hardest Non Boss enemy" in the game. Things are going good...sure Zell died a few times but who's really counting? So I have this feeling the bitch is going down so I use Shiva...POW!! Lights flicker off...I blink for a second wondering if that really just happened...lights flicker on. I threw down the controller and screamed some obscenity.
God. I hate that shit.
I had went up 4 levels doing that too.
*sobs*
UPDATE:
I got bored and started playing with eyeliner. Next thing you know...I look gothic. I take pictures. Bored. Yes. Bored.
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:04 PM | Comments (9)
I miss you so much it hurts
I really should stop eating pizza. It will be the death of me. Either pizza or salt and vinegar chips. Or that laced Cadbury chocolate! Death of me...Bah!
My racer wasn't at the races. I jinxed it. I got all pretty and looked half way decent too. It was a damn BORING night of races too. Hardly no one was there and mom's boyfriend car kept screwing up. We ended up laying in the car most the race trying to sleep. I tried to look up through the t-tops to look at the stars but then I realized I was in Marietta and there were 4 plants around us. No, those weren't clouds they were smog and pollution. LOVELY! So...no stars. Races end in October apparently and apparently my guy isn't going to be at next weeks race either. So...depressed. *kicks self for not trying to talk to him*
I beat Dot Hack last night. Mega proud. It was so easy actually. Why did I wait this long to beat it? Oh yeah...because I didn't want to wait months to continue the story line. New Dot Hack comes out Tuesday! *dances* I can't wait to play as Balmung and release Sora. Mmmm. Sora... But I'm proud that I beat it. I was feeling bad about not finishing any games lately. I made Lynz try to beat FFX but she's at a hard boss right now. She almost beat her though! Even with two guys! *laughs* I knew that if she played it she would cheer up a little. Video games with us is fun cause we make fun of everything...especially our sucky selves.
Mom and her boyfriend went camping for the weekend and Lynz is at work until 7. So...I pretty much have the house for myself. Hrm...wonder what I should do? Maybe I'll play some FF8.
I'm downloading the most stupidest songs. I feel like punching myself.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:24 PM | Comments (1)
September 05, 2003
Race Day
He probably won't be there today knowing my luck.
Mmm. Sexy racer guy.
I wish I were cute.
*sniffs*
Sheeps!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:12 PM | Comments (6)
September 03, 2003
Lynz? Are you out there?
Lynz doesn't comment anymore. *cries*
I love you!
I guess she's just too busy when she's online.
Today was neat. It was Donnie Darko weather. The sky was this odd shade of gray and the clouds were swirling around in a way that I wished it would open up and kill us all. But it was pretty and it was so fun to drive down the highway with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair. I cannot wait until I can drive by myself and just totally lose myself.
I heard there is a Matchbox 20 concert in West Virginia. I almost crapped my pants. I would sell my soul to go see them. I love me some Matchbox 20. Dad said it's about 3 hours away though...bah.
I almost lost my car keys today. I freaked the hell out. I was in Walmart and I always put my keys in my pocket when I get out. Well, we were about to leave the store when I put my hands in my pocket and realized the keys were not there. I freaked. I checked my purse and my pockets a million times. I ran out to the car to see if I left them in the ignition but I didn't. I came back and my dad was checking out and had the keys in his hand. I apparently set them in the cart. When did I do that? Ugh. It scared me though.
My dad not only took me driving and to lunch but he took me to get my school supplies for college. I also snuck some new socks and clothes in there as well. Then he bought me my cool bowling shoes since we were next to Cato's.
Sometimes he's cool.
Thinking about redoing my blog. Not sure what I want it done in though.
I should probably do the dishes but to say it plainly I am sick of cleaning. I don't think I'm going to do them tonight. SCREW DISHES.
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:18 PM | Comments (1)
September 02, 2003
See! What did I tell ya!
Spam = evil.
This is just proof.
I logged into my fragile email account and lookie what I found.
Satan! Evil!
Man, I wish that thing had some kind of junk mail filter.
UPDATED:
(Note: This is not my main email account. It's just one I use for thing that I know will end up sending me junk mail...so don't worry.)
Loki and Squall seem to be getting along great eh?
Random Loki shots:
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:21 PM | Comments (4)
H-O-T
Squall is here. Got him today.
He is currently laying down because upon extraction from the box his hand came off. Shotty Japanese glueing job. Anyway, so Squall is currently in surgery. His hand is now currently drying from the super glue.
Oh...he is so mega hot. Mmmm...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:17 PM | Comments (3)
September 01, 2003
Blah
I just ate the "I love you" pretzels.
They were pretty damn stale from sitting there all day. Ick.
Oh well. I have a stomach full of love now!
Speaking of love, Amy and Zack are so cute! I LOVE THEM!!! I'm so happy for them that I want to beat up puppies...wait, errr...never mind.
The show is getting so exciting. I can't wait until Charla, Keith, Tara, and Dave get what they deserve. Charla is such a cry baby. She can dish shit out and plot but can't take it when people throw her actions back at her. I really think Dave wouldn't be that bad if he'd just realize he's getting played and taken advantage of and get out of the situation. I can't wait until Toni gets there! She's going to fucking lay shit out!! Alex is coming back too but I'm sure he's going to get yelled at by Beau and a few of the others. It's okay though. I still love him.
And I am so sick of Amanda. She's not even with that Jason fellow anymore! Fucking figures. Bah. I hate her so much.
But yay! I love the situation right now! Originals rock! Well...except for Amanda. I figure that the voted out players are going to get to vote out who will be leaving next or a few of them are going to get to stay in exchange for the present guests. Something like that. It's freaking exciting!
Awww. Amy and Zack. I love them so much!
Yes, a lot of you have no idea what I'm talking about. It's okay. Paradise Hotel owns. :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:18 PM | Comments (1)
How Freaking Sweet!
I came down here earlier today and saw that *points to webcam* on my desk. How sweet! I was surprised when I figured out what it was. She's so cute! *smiles*
Anyway, I had other things to say and I forgot.
My head is killing me and I'm hungry so I'm gonna go. Paradise Hotel is on at 9 and I have to tape it for Lynz because she's at Sandwich world.
Hopefully, Alex is back too. I miss him already!
Wow. I really said nothing in this.
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:54 PM | Comments (3)