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August 31, 2003
*silly grin*
I saw my racer guy again last night...Scott. We went to the races last night and I was told that he wouldn't be there since it was a special race on a different day. But I turned the corner and who do I almost run into? Him! I felt so bad because I looked like crap too. If I knew he was supposed to be there I could have looked half way decent. I keep staring at him and then find him looking back at me. I think I'm just making something out of nothing...as always. But he's so good looking! He has the darkest and largest eyes. And he always wears sleeveless shirts so you can see his arms. Mmmm. I love arms.
foofy//sc-2 worship says:
there might be a way to push yourself into his inner circle
Naughty Nurse Nikalyn says:
I dont know how to do that
foofy//sc-2 worship says:
well, first you have to make a good reason to actually talk to him
Naughty Nurse Nikalyn says:
well I dont have one lol
Naughty Nurse Nikalyn says:
other than the fact I want to lick him
foofy//sc-2 worship says:
hehehehe
My mother, her boyfriend, my brother, his girlfriend, my grandma, and my niece all went up to Sandusky to our family reunion. I hate family reunions because I don't know any of the people anymore and no one talks to me. They used to be fun when I was a kid...I remember lots of good food and playing around a creek. But I went to it a few years ago and it was nothing like I remembered it. So...I didn't go. Lynz and myself are here by ourselves until Monday afternoon. Nothing much is planned...I'll probably just clean and maybe beat FF8. I just didn't want to go up there and be ignored...plus Lynz's cd player is broke so she didn't want to ride up there without it.
Well, I'm gonna go. I'm waiting for Lynz to get out of the shower...I've been needing one for about three days. Ick.
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:57 PM | Comments (6)
August 29, 2003
Terror on the highway!
I have a car! Yay! It's so pretty. I love it so much. Things work in it! And I have a rearview mirror! And I know when I need gas! And it drives smooth and you can't hear weird transmission sounds. I'm happy. :D
I just drove it by myself for the first time. We had to park dad's truck in a parking lot and walk over to the car dealership so he could take the car out of there. Then I had to drive him back to the truck later and got to drive home by myself.
Mega cool.
I was tempted to crank the radio.
Man, I can't wait for my license now. Me and my car and the cd player are going to be bestest friends!
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:44 PM | Comments (3)
Going to see a man about a horse
Okay. I think she's a woman. And by horse I mean car. Yay! Going to the bank today to get money for my car. Today my car will be all mine and we will have to figure out where to park all the damn cars in our driveway. I can't wait to drive my car. Whee!!!
Talk more later. I figure I should dress up a little if they're approving us for a loan. :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:51 AM | Comments (1)
August 27, 2003
Odd...
I just took an inkblot test on The Sexiest Englishman's page and during it I came in contact with this lovely picture. Now...what is the first thing you think of when you see it? Me? This. Sad, eh? But cmon! The resemblence is SO there! Frank is after me I swear to god! Coincidence? I think not my friend! It's just crazyness!
Pure. Crazyness.
So...the time has come. I now have a car. A good car. A pretty car. One where I don't have to be in fear for my life every time I step into it. It is a 97 pontiac granddam. Green. :D It is so pretty. I heart it. But now my parents are fighting over who is going to pay the insurance on it. It is mega high since we had to get a loan out to pay for it and the bank requires for full coverage on it. Meaning...big bucks for insurance company. Ick. Anyway, they're going to have to work something out. I would work if only I didn't have such a fucked up college schedule. No employer would work around it.
But yeah, they need to work something out so I don't have to hear them bitch anymore. I'm sick of them fighting and then putting me in the middle. GROW UP!!!! Why do I feel like the adult here?
Oooh! And my beautiful girl bought me Mr. Sexy Pants last night. She loves me. :D I can't wait until I get to molest him. *dances around*
I LOVE YOU!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
Yesterday was a lovely day.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:21 PM | Comments (7)
August 26, 2003
Whee!
We got our first Ebay package in the mail yesterday. A large penis shaped box. So now my kick ass Dot Hack wallscroll is hanging in the center of my wall. I rock. Thank you hon for buying it for me!! Lynz's Yugioh tapes have yet to come but I'm sure they'll be here soon and then I'll be watching more Yugi then you can shake a stick at. Whee!
Eek! Lookie!! I want that Squall instead! Eep! Look how gorgeous his face is! Wow. The other one wasn't that adorable. Wow. I love it. Think if I give Lynz all the money I have she'll buy it for me? Lmao.
I hate being poor! Lower that damn price boy!
Wow. Can't get over how gorgeous he is.
Wow.
Zack is coming back to Paradise Hotel! JOY!!! *dances* I can't wait to see the look on Amy's face. She's going to be so happy! I'm so excited!
I had a dream I went to a Linkin Park concert but hardly anyone was there and you were supposed to have a ticket but I didn't and I just walked in. It was odd. So...now I'm craving Linkin Park.
Mmmm. Squall action figure!
You will be mine...oh yes, you will be mine.
How much money do you get for recycling? Giving blood? Plasma? Selling a kidney? I never much cared for it anyway.
Oh Squall...I love you!
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:19 AM | Comments (4)
August 22, 2003
Off to the races
My mom and I went to watch her boyfriend race today. I hadn't been to a race since the previous boyfriend. I kept thinking Joel would pop over and sit beside us and let me wear his cool racing jacket. But...he didn't. Cause this is a new racing boyfriend. I miss Joel sometimes. Anyway...
Races were fun. A few wrecks but nothing serious. The ambulance came because some guy in a wheel chair had low blood sugar or something. *shrugs*
I found a reason to keep going though...cute racer boy. See, most people who go to the races are kinda...uh...hick like. But sometimes you come across a really cute racer boy. His name is Scott and looks a little country but nothing too severe. Him in a cut off shirt with a race helmet...Mmmm. Yummy.
I might have to keep attending these races. ;)
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:43 PM | Comments (3)
August 21, 2003
The Coolest Thing...Ever!
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3238679557&category=1345
Whee!
If only...
Actually I'm real pissed off. Trying to download some exam that is required for financial aid and it is NOT working. It's not my crappy computer this time either. It is all this site. Grrrr. Apparently it's gotta be done by tomorrow. It's not looking too good. Bah.
Okay. It finally worked. About freaking time. That was the most pointless thing I've ever done.
I have way too much to do and no time to do it in. Okay...I probably do. It just takes so much effort.
Major Grrr
Bleed says:
well... I guess I'll go to sleep then, I tried to call, but you were online. it's ok. I hope you have a good day dear
The Spifftacular Nikalyn says:
Uh...I'm doing an exam for college
The Spifftacular Nikalyn says:
sorry if that ruins your schedule
Bleed says:
it's ok...
The Spifftacular Nikalyn says:
Right.
Bleed says:
it is
Bleed says:
I'll talk to you some other time. bye
The Spifftacular Nikalyn says:
bye
How rude.
Sorry that I'm tying up my phone line with college shit that needs to be done. Ugh.
Kickin' some ass...kickin' some ass...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:32 PM | Comments (2)
Yummy
Mmmmm.
So gorgeous.
I love him.
Mmmm...
Alex...so pretty.
Okay, not really a reason for this post other than to drool at Alex.
Oooh no shirt. Yummy.
*licks lips*
Okay. I'm done.
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:28 AM | Comments (4)
Awww
I think I broke Ebay.
We were looking at random items for about an hour and now that I wanted to share with you the cute things I found...it's not working.
Poor Ebay. I'm sorry. Come back.
Well, anyway. It was this kick ass Squall figure from FF8. It was like a freaking barbie doll...err G.I Joe I guess I should say. It's about 10" tall and has a gunblade and everything!
Ooooh I want it. It is too cute for words! I would have so much fun with that thing.
Once again I would show it to you but I killed Ebay. *grins* Later.
Now that Lynz has a debit card she can buy lovely Ebay items. Of course, I wouldn't make her pay for it, I have about 30 bucks. But however they have to ship it from Japan so the shipping adds more money to it. Ick.
Oh well. We'll see what happens.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:09 AM | Comments (4)
August 20, 2003
Eeeep!
Yugioh theme song!!!
Help me!
Ahhhhhh!
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:23 PM | Comments (3)
August 19, 2003
Pakistani Dreaming
I had some weird dreams last night.
One in which my family was vacationing in Pakistan. Odd eh? Not the usual place where families have vacations. Although, I don't think the place in my dream was Pakistan at all. I think it was Russia. I'm going by the building designs on that one. Oh well. Either way it was supposed to be Pakistan. Not sure what we were doing on this strange vacation. I do remember that I kept wanting to take pictures of the sun setting but I always had camera problems. The first time my disposable cam ran out of film. Then my dad's high tech one was too complicated for me and by the time I figured how to take a picture the sun already set.
Hrm. I'm sure it symbolizes a lot of fucked up shit. *laughs* Not sure what though.
Then I had another dream where I was at school. But I don't think it was the high school, I think it was Stone School. I was snuck in there by several people...apparently I wasn't supposed to be there. They got me to the office area and it turned into one of those reunion shows from talk shows. Then from somewhere Lynz popped up and was seated in one of the seats on stage. The announcer was like "Would you like to see who came all the way from Ireland to see you again?" And I was like "Ireland? Sure!" But seriously, who do I know in Ireland? Sadly, no one! Grrr. Anyway, apparently they also gave the guest a makeover so that when they got introduced to me they looked good. Well they brought him out and it was Peter. Eeep! Lynz and I freaked out and hugged him. Since when was Peter from Ireland? LoL Then I woke up.
It was an odd night of dreaming for me. Usually I don't remember my dreams but why is it when I do they're really screwed up? *shakes head*
Awww. Poor Peter. I miss him. I hope he comes back some day.
Anyway, here I took a few pics of my hair. It's shorter. You can really tell the difference in colour because of the bad lighting in my basement. But hey, enjoy.
Whee!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:38 PM | Comments (3)
August 18, 2003
Oh and by the way
What ever happened to the whole blaster worm thing? Did hackers take over Microsoft? I imagine not since I haven't heard anything about it. Odd how everyone was freaking paranoid and now after the date passed you hear nothing.
Darn. I was kind of looking forward to more chaos. Nothing happens around here anymore.
Well...nothing happens around here since this lovely thing. It was funny. The best fireworks I've ever seen.
I have the worst sense of humor ever I think. *snickers*
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:34 PM | Comments (3)
Meow
Loki is in heat. She's mewing all around the house...loudly. If you scratch her back her butt goes way up in the air. It's very funny.
Poor little horny kitty.
I thought maybe the two boy cats in the house would be hanging around her more but they don't seem to care at all. Go figure.
I redyed my hair. It's dark red now. Not like it was before. Much darker. Yay me!
I should take pictures eh? Maybe later. I'm lazy.
Wait...maybe pics...just not of me.
Picture time!!!
Baby Penguin!!! Err...or baby that is dressed up like a penguin...bought last night at the fair for 5 bucks! Whee!! You know me and the damn penguins.
Penguin Baby 2. Awww how evil and demented!
And...can someone tell Lynz to simma down with the Yugioh shit? Please? (Just kidding. She told me to put something like this...hehe)
Right above my computer screen! Eeep!!
3...count em 3 Yugi posters on this wall. Stop the insanity!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:16 PM | Comments (2)
August 16, 2003
I gotta be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life
I just woke up to Loki cuddled by me on my left side and Narcissus cuddled against my right side. LoL. Then I woke up and I had to wake them up which came with lots of mews from both sides. Then they started licking/biting/wrestling with each other. Ah, what a lovely morning. Crazy cats.
Lynz went on a spending spree and bought lots of stuff at the mall/Walmart last night. I bought...well she bought for me cause she insisted on buying it, Donnie Darko for 8 bucks. 8! Great fucking deal. I love that movie. I'll probably make Lynz watch it sometime tonight but she probably won't like it since it's so hard to understand. (although dumb ass seems to think it's not hard, just everyone is stupid...I bet you ten bucks he isn't interpreting it right...*nods* Dumb ass)
Mmmm. Gotta love fucked up movies that most people don't get. It's great!
I went driving yesterday and I remembered how fun it was. I'm supposed to go again sometime today. I don't know when I'll call dad though. I don't want to wake him up early on his day off. Hopefully by driving around the crappy car he's slowly realizing that he needs to get me a new one.
My hair needs redyed. The dye we got last time must have been cheap because my hair is pretty brown now...not red. Ack. We bought dye last night. Well...for me. Lynz is getting hers done professionally. I wish I could go...just so I could get a haircut. But I'm a poor lil girl.
While we were going to the mall yesterday I found that there is an actual comic book store in Vienna. I am so frickin excited! Do you know the possibilities this creates???? Dot Hack stuff...X-men stuff...Video game stuff!!!!! EEEEPPP!!
I'm excited!
Hopefully, I can con mom into taking us there today. *dances*
Well, I'm gonna go. I need a shower and need to call my dad. Where the heck are all my comments by the way? *glares*
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:46 AM | Comments (6)
August 14, 2003
Grrrr
I want this.
*curses her mall for not having a Hot Topic*
*curses herself for not having a credit card*
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:25 PM | Comments (4)
August 13, 2003
I'm fucking depressed. No one
I'm fucking depressed.
No one should be around me ever.
I pretty much just want to sit and my room with the covers wrapped around my head and cry...oh wait, that's what I did all afternoon.
I took two showers just so I could be sad by myself.
*sighs*
I'm sick of worrying about things and I'm sick of being alone. I don't want to do everything on my own anymore.
I'm sick of stuff being thrown in my face.
I'm sick of pretty much fucking everything.
If you knew half the things I think through the day you'd think I was thoroughly fucked up.
Hrm.
But I knew that already I suppose.
Going to bed now.
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:25 PM | Comments (1)
HOLY SHIT
Ugh. So annoyed. So so so so frustrated. I swear to God. I might as well just drop out of fucking college because there's no way things are going to work out.
Why won't people just help out?
I ask for help and get nothing in return. I have no idea what to fucking do. I can't fucking do this without help.
Fuck!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:59 PM | Comments (1)
Oh look now, there you go with hope again
*waves*
Lynz is out getting her kitty's manly parts cut off. So I finally get some time on the computer to write a nice long blog entry. Whee!
DAMN IT. I just accidently folded one of the pages in my new Dashboard booklet. There's a huge white line on a picture of Chris. Fuck. Fuck. I just bought that thing. Fuck. Fuck. Now I'll probably end up buying the album again. Shit. I hate being obsessive.
*cranks up DC cd*
Oh yeah, it kicks ass by the way. Was there ever any doubt? Oddly enough I knew 6 out of the 13 songs. Sooo it's not really a new album to me. Well, not completely. Still great though.
Last night Lynz and I and my mom and her new boyfriend went out to Wally World in search of...get this: 100 apples or bananas. Why you ask? Something for her work I guess. She ended up just getting 100 apples and no bananas...damn it. I must admit the image of my mother with 100 bananas and apples would have been a funny sight. We were supposed to leave for the store when my mom got home from work but she ended up fixing dinner and we watched my daily dose of reality shows. By the time all that was done my mom said we had to wait for her boyfriend. So he ended up showing up at 10 with all these pretty red roses for my mom. Awww. Very sweet. *sniffs*
We went into Walmart and bought our 100 apples and my DC cd and *coughs* a Colin Farrell magazine. Sorry! I can't help it! The man is too damn sexy for me to pass up...Anyway, during most of our shopping my mom's boyfriend was missing. I actually thought it was kind of rude for us to go shopping and for him to go off by himself without telling us. I just kind of brushed it off however. We still couldn't find him by the time we were heading out to the truck. When we got there we saw that he had already been in the truck. Once again, I thought was a little rude. I get into the truck and to my utter utter surprise he had bought two vases of roses for both Lynz and myself and placed them on the seats. Mine had three pink roses and Lynz's had three yellow roses. My jaw practically dropped. Seriously I don't think I've ever been that surprised before in my life. It was the sweetest thing to do actually. :)
It was very nice. *smiles*
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:51 PM | Comments (2)
August 12, 2003
Computer is broke. Keeps having
Computer is broke. Keeps having an error message and shutting down. Trying to write down what it says or get a screen capture. For some reason it didn't show up on the screen capture. We saw something about a new worm last night. We're paranoid. I'll try to get back to you with more info.
Update: This is what the error looks like. What does it mean and how do I fix it?
Get in touch with me if you know anything. Thanks :)
Updated: I think it's fixed. Apparently it was this. I downloaded the nice patch so hopefully it will be alright now. Crossing fingers.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:41 PM | Comments (2)
August 10, 2003
Emotional Technology
I got my BT cd at the beach. Pretty much the only good thing that came out of it. It is good. Good. Oddly enough it has lots of lyrics and lots of BT singing. *scratches head* Not sure about that...but it's good. I love his voice. Another odd point: Rose McGowan sings on one track. I didn't even know she could sing. But it's one of my favorite songs on the album. Another odd point: Jc Chasez sings another song on the album. I like that one too.
Should I feel bad?
*tilts head*
Maybe.
But I don't.
Bt rocks my socks and that's all there is to it.
Dashboard cd Tuesday. Mtv has their whole album online but it won't play for me. *kicks evil real player*
My mom left right when I got home. No welcome home. No "How was your trip." No "Hey, let's hang out." She left...with a guy. A guy with Nascar thingies! EEEP!
My kitty is all weird acting. She seemed happy to see me for a moment but now is scared or something. She's not in a good mood and I can sense it. She'll probably hate me more when Lynz brings her cat here tomorrow...
*sighs*
I don't think my kitty is taking all this well. Too many things going on here at once. I thought there would be some time in between leaving her for a week, lynz moving all her stuff in here(that smells like other cats) and the new cat coming. But there isn't. It's all at once. Not that I have a problem. It's just I don't think my kitty is accepting it well....
:*(
Lynz's birthday sucked and I feel bad because I didn't help it any. I didn't have money to buy her anything because of the trip and I didn't really make her birthday memorable in any way. :( Hopefully I can buy her something Tuesday when I go to the mall...if I can get ahold of some money. Money is the root of all evil...why do we have to have it? Poor Lynz. I heart her. I don't want her sad. I try to make it better but it isn't working apparently.
She's sad.
I'm depressed.
My kitty doesn't love me.
Mom ran off with a hick in Nascar clothing!
*licks BT cd*
Talk more about vacation tomorrow. Tired now. Just know it sucked.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:01 AM | Comments (3)
August 09, 2003
*knocks on door*
I'm back.
Vacation sucked.
Very boring and sucky.
I'll talk later.
Miss me?
Thanks for your guy's comments and emails. :D
Once again, talk later...
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:44 PM | Comments (1)