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December 31, 2002
Another year gone by
Merry New Year everybody!! :)
I hope you all have fun tonight whether you go out and party or stay in with loved ones. I get depressed on New Year's usually because my whole family would leave to go party and I would be left all alone. I would watch all the happy people on tv celebrating with everyone they love and I would feel very unloved. Then I'd end up crying the rest of the night and then going to bed. Hopefully this will not happen again this year. My mother and I will be going to her friend Shelly's house to celebrate the New Year. Yay! There's sure to be many people there. Now I won't be lonely. I'm actually looking forward to tonight.
I tried to invite Lynz since she said everyone had things to do tonight but her...but she said she wouldn't be allowed. :-/ Alright...I tried. I just don't like people to feel how I did all those years. It won't be the same without her...
Alright I'm gonna go start getting dressed. We're all going over to Lynz's to have dinner and regular hang time.
Have fun and be safe tonight! Don't party to hard...despite what that scary long haired fellow says...
P.s. Who in their great mind told Jimmy Fallon that he could sing????? The first song I thought was a joke but now he keeps having more and more...this needs to stop, seriously. He is horrible! God, stick to telling jokes kid...
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:42 PM | Comments (2)
December 30, 2002
hehehe *breath* hehehe
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What's up with that damn big space?!
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:19 PM | Comments (2)
HOLY CRAP!
Go here. Now. Don't walk nor skip nor prance. Run. Go read. Laugh. Laugh loudly. And yes...although imitated I found this site for you people. Be Merry. And yes...you are welcome. :D
My personal favorites:
ARAGORN: Down, Legolas. Hey, have you folks seen a couple little guys, about this high..?
EOMER: Nope. Oh! Unless they were in that pile of corpses we burned.
ARAGORN: Thank you; that's...useful...
EOMER: Yeah; my bad. Here, have some horses
LEGOLAS: Wargs!
LEGOLAS and other warriors start slinging arrows and jumping onto horses.
GIMLI: What was that God-awful noise?
LEGOLAS: I'm guessing...wargs dying.
ARAGORN: Actually, it was Legolas's fangirl contingent, shrieking in delight at his horseback-riding tricks.
GIMLI: Ugh, that's sickening. Ooh, Aragorn, watch out! Cliff!
ARAGORN falls off cliff.
SAM: Gollum is such a freak.
FRODO: Yeah, well, you're a jerk.
SAM: What? He IS a freak.
FRODO: Whatever, Sam. Want some cheese with your whine?
SAM: Why are you picking on me?
FRODO: I'm so sick of listening to you. It's always nag, nag, nag. I didn't ASK you to come along, you know.
SAM: What the HELL?
FRODO: Shut up. Screw you. Go away.
SAM: What happened to the magic, Mr. Frodo? We used to stay up till dawn, laughing, talking, sharing...
FRODO: Oh, spare me.
FRODO stomps off.
SAM: They're going to tell stories about you. Frodo the Incredibly Cute.
FRODO: Ordinarily I would tell you to stop hitting on me, but you've saved my life so many times now, I guess I'll settle for being uncomfortably flattered.
SAM: Cool. Oh, and by the way?
FRODO: Yes?
SAM: The tortured look really does work for you. Very hot.
FRODO: Aww, thanks. You deserve a special shoulder-squeeze for that.
SAM: Did you learn that move from Aragorn?
FRODO: Yeah. You like it?...
GOLLUM: (mumble, mumble)...Kill...(mumble)...death to hobbits...(mumble mumble)...feed them to HER...(mumble, mumble)...pain, suffering...(mumble)...make them cry...(mumble)...kill hobbitses...(mumble) ...she will destroy hobbitses...
PEOPLE WHO HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK: (loudly) "SHE"? Did he say "she", and "her"? Who's "SHE"?
PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THE BOOK: SHUT UP!
And! And! And!!
LEGOLAS: This is going to be most unpleasant. Hundreds of people will die.
ARAGORN: Thank you, Captain Obvious.
LEGOLAS: You're just jealous because I'm pretty.
ARAGORN: You're just jealous because I'm going to be king.
LEGOLAS: You can bite my ass.
ARAGORN: Hey, blow me.
(Ten minutes later)
LEGOLAS: I didn't mean that.
ARAGORN: It's okay. Me neither.
LEGOLAS: Kiss and make up?
ARAGORN: How about I squeeze your shoulder in a very special way?
LMAO Thats the best one! *collapses*
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:40 PM | Comments (3)
The ignorance is amazing
Nondisclosed screenname: lol
Nondisclosed screenname: im going to call wal-mart
Me: thats nice
Nondisclosed screenname: pretending to be the manager
Me: why?
Nondisclosed screenname: and get the intercom system extension
Nondisclosed screenname: lol *just read the art of deception*
Me: Alrighty
Me: Sounds pretty dumb to me
Nondisclosed screenname: by Kevin Mitnick
Me: Never heard of it
Nondisclosed screenname: well if i accomplish at that, i might be able to get passwords and things for their systems
Me: And what purpose would that serve?
Nondisclosed screenname: what if you could clear full payment on all of BTs cds in layaway?
Nondisclosed screenname: then go pick them up the next day
Nondisclosed screenname: lol
Me: 1. I dont have nor plan to have BT cds on layaway
Me: 2. my walmart doesnt sell BT cds
Nondisclosed screenname: lol
Nondisclosed screenname: but thats just the beggining
Nondisclosed screenname: a new dvd player? a new computer? a new tv? stereo system? clothes?
Me: Hellllllllllllllo state pen
Nondisclosed screenname: lol
Nondisclosed screenname: but the point is, you can do anything with social engineering
Nondisclosed screenname: because i have the phone number to the place
Nondisclosed screenname: and the name of the manager
Nondisclosed screenname: and from there i can get other names
Me: Yeah well that's just great. You go do that.
Nondisclosed screenname: lol
Nondisclosed screenname: im not going to do that, they are probably trained at it
Me: Ya think????
Posted by Nikalyn at 02:14 PM | Comments (2)
December 29, 2002
Fell in love with a girl
I just couldn't pass up posting this pic. Its just so fing cute! :)
Aren't we just the cutest ever?
Wanna marry us?
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:37 PM | Comments (7)
I close my eyes and all I see is you
I actually had a dream last night. One that I remembered. I think this dream was brought on by watching "Panic Room" last night with my mom, her boyfriendish person, and Lynz. It was a crappy movie. I wanted to smack them a million times for them not being smart enough. But oh well it was family togetherness time. Anyway, my dream had something to do with me being kidnapped by these three guys. The only one I that I recall is the *coughs* boy I have a crush on from my school. Lynz should know who this is since she says I'm sick for liking him. Hehehe. They kidnapped me for ransom money, a few million I think. My dad came and tried to rescue me through some part of it but he got beat up by the men. Like all bloody like. I was distraught of course and told them I'd give them the money if they'd just leave my dad alone. My "Crush" said "Good, its better if you just do what they say. You won't get hurt that way." Then I said (this is like the only part I really remember) "You know I've had a crush on you since 6th grade, and never NEVER could I imagine you doing something like this. I thought you had a fucking soul!" I screamed that last line. Hehehe. Then he kissed me all rough like and....I think everyone went to play put put golf.
Good dream eh?
*chuckles*
I'm funny.
Hrm...yeah. Lynz spent the night here the last two nights. It rocked. We dyed our hair. Mine got a little darker than planned. It went back to being the purplish red color. I thought mom would FREAK. Turns out she couldn't tell....err...I think she could she just was being nice and not yelling at me nor mentioning it. Go her. But yeah its nice. And when I wear my hot Dashboard hoodie and my glasses I look totally indie! W00t. Or is that emo? Hrm...I don't know...I forget how they class that shite... *shrugs* I just know that I rock.
I will try and take a picture today with my new hair...it probably won't turn up however....my lighting sucks.
Here in a few minutes I need to leave to go to my nephew's birthday party. There was talk of going to see LOTR again today but I guess Krista and Lynz can just go without me cause we don't have any money to go....mom doesn't have the money to send me to the movies. :(
Oh well...
But hey guess what?! I got accepted to Ohio University yesterday!!! Yay!!! I've told like 6 people and only half seemed happy for me. :-/ What a downer. Oh well....yay me!! I don't know if I'm gonna end up going though...Hell, I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. I'm just happy that the opportunity is there. :)
I'm proud of myself sometimes. :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 01:08 PM | Comments (2)
December 25, 2002
White Christmas
For the first time in like ages it was a white christmas. It actually snowed a considerable amount on Christmas. It was so nice. I actually stood in our doorway and just watched the snow fall, watched the streets become covered. It was so surreal. Peaceful. Watching it just made everything seem for a moment, a split moment, perfect. Snow cleanses the Earth. Pure and innocent. I love it. I love snow. Its just beautiful out. It was a wonderful day. Except for those few seconds when I remembered what else this day held. Hrm. Glad that only took a few seconds out of my day.
Last night my family went to my grandma's yearly Christmas get together. It wasn't the same. Things were different. A few of my family members weren't talking to each other. And there was a few cases of animosity found within. *chuckles softly* Welcome to my screwed up family.
Lynz decided to come with me so that I didn't have to face a night full of boredom on my own. Plus they had to meet her before our wedding. It was only proper.
Even though it wasn't the same as previous years, fun was had by almost everyone and I got some good stuff. My grandma got me a kick ass Lord of the Rings calendar. Its a tradition with us. She always gets me a calendar. :) I also got a cool penguin. But I knew I was going to get that....ssshhh.
After the party, my whole family came back here and spent the night here so we could open presents together in the morning. So this house consisted of me, my mom, my dad, my two brothers, my niece, my nephew, and my brother's gf. It was nice. Us all being together like that. We felt like a normal little family for awhile.
I went to bed around 12 last night and suprisingly was woken up at 6am this morning by my oldest brother, telling me it was time to open presents. LoL Who was I to argue? Presents!!! And boy did I get some kick booty presents. :)
My Presents:
~a wizard/dragon snowglobe
~a Hamtaro plushie!!!(Yes, I am a geek. Shut up)
~a glass penguin ice skating
~a ring
~Playstation 2 w/ memory card
~a lottery card (in my stocking) I won 5 bucks on it!!
~bubble bath, bath beads, a candle, etc (from my bro and his gf)
~some pants
~a tommy sweater very kick ass
~an irish collectable barbie (cause ya know how much I like irish shite)
~Greenwheel cd (from Lynz)
~TTT poster (from Lynz)
~a penguin plushie (from Krista)
~a hand drawn LOTR coloring book (from Krista)
~panda clock (from my mom's friend)
And the best present ever....(no offence everyone. I love everyone's presents)
a FING Dashboard Confessional hoodie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanna see it? Here ya go.
This is my favoritest present this year for 3 reasons.
1.) I really really wanted it. No stores around here sell anything that even resembles Dashboard merchandise. I love this shirt and I wanted a hoodie so fing much.
2.) I didn't even expect it. I mentioned it to my dad months back but didn't even think he was listening to me...how he found the site again I'll never know.
3.) It was my fing dad who got it for me!!! That alone has to be applauded! My dad never does surprising, unexpected, things like this. Things that practically make my whole year. Go dad! I was really happy when I got this present. It was the first thing I opened too...*smiles softly*
Won't I be the envy of all poser girls in the school?
All and all it was a good Christmas. I'm in a pleasant mood. Although I'm really tired...
Tomorrow my grandma has to have surgery. Something where they stop her heart and restart it....:-/ I never asked how dangerous it was....mainly cause I didn't want to know. But it has to be serious right? They're stopping her fing heart. *whimpers* I hope my granny will be alright.
But since she'll be in the hospital all tomorrow in Columbus. I will pretty much be in the house all by myself, all day. Hopefully Lynz will come over and keep me company so I don't keep thinking bad things about my grandma's surgery. At least that way she can keep my mind off things...
Hrm...well we'll see what happens. Anyways...I hope you guys had a Happy Christmas. After the Christmas crap dies down I'll make sure to catch up on everyone's blogs. I've been slacking...yes...I admit. Sorry. Don't worry. I'll redeem myself.
I love you all.
*makes out with Lynz* When's the wedding date set for?
P.s.
I'm burping up something that tastes like rotten eggs....it will not stop...*cries*
Just thought I should share that with you....*winks*
Posted by Nikalyn at 10:37 PM | Comments (4)
December 23, 2002
Once more, a smile
One of the things that makes life worth living....
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:43 PM | Comments (5)
*blinks*
Where is everybody?
Doing things without me?
:(
pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:53 PM | Comments (2)
December 21, 2002
I will become the thing I hate
A line from a song(modified)...a line that seems to haunt me lately.
No one knows. I keep it inside. This fear that lingers. I could tell someone. But everyone around is too close to me to tell. I take it out on them. All the time. I hate it...but I can't help it. Its like this force that takes over me. It overruns my thoughts, its in control. But since I feel the need to open up right now I'll express myself...
I have this fear...I've had it for as long as I can remember. I guess its not the most uncommon fear...a lot of people have it...but I don't know how many females have this...I have this fear that I'm becoming my father.
Its stupid I guess but it seems so true to me. I see myself becoming more and more like him everyday. *sighs*
I dislike my father...I can be be civil, and I can be nice but he lost my respect a long time ago. Despite what he thinks he cannot just ignore things and expect them to go away and everything to be good again. I may forgive but I never forget. My dad is psycho to put it short. He's obsessive, he's bipolar, he's a drunk, he's cruel, he's uncaring, and he's jealous.
I'm becoming most of those.
I'm really a bad person...Apparently no one sees it though. I try to be nice...but the thoughts that I think overtake all the nice ones sometimes. My head is this huge array of mixed feelings. I wish I could talk about them sometimes. But I don't. Because we don't do that here. My family doesn't talk. My family yells at me for feeling, for crying. We don't talk about things here. I could talk to my friends but most the time I take out my feelings on them and to tell them about things I'm feeling will probably piss them off. Cause well...that's how I think. I think things that would probably make everyone hate me...
I don't want people to hate me though...contrary to that...I want love.
I'm becoming jealous...jealous about stupid things..
I'm also becoming totally obsessive...
I'm making enemies of my friends and I don't like it.
I'm sorry that everyone has to deal with me....I wish I wasn't like this.
I'm sorry that I'm such a bad friend. I'm sorry I'm obessive and jealous and uncaring. I'm sorry I'm who I am.
Its hard to hold things inside...its hard.
Please don't ever hate me.
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:36 PM | Comments (7)
Lil Update
Just to fill everyone in. No I'm not dead. Although I feel like it. I've been so busy finishing up school projects before the christmas break. Today was our last day of school though so now I'm free! :D
I saw Lord of the Rings again today....the whole thing this time. Very very kick ass. Although I was totally tired and felt like crap...many things were pissing me off such as people talking throughout most of the movie and people passing judgement on characters before they even read the book. Don't get me wrong..its fine to not like someone...but have a real reason. And note: If I like this character do not comment on how much you hate them in front of me...I don't appreciate it. And now Lynz is pissed because I of something I apparently implied. *Frowns* I hate my life..
I liked how it ended...very nice. And omg did Elijah look nice. He got totally evil in the movie and had these very evil eyes. Oh god...that man does something to me...Woo...He's so amazing...I luv that man...Elijah, marry me? Please? *whimpers*
And if anyone can find me pics of him with that evil look on his face....well yeah I'll give you something....errr..maybe...*smiles sweetly*
So yeah...I'm off for the next two weeks. I go back to school on the 6th of January. *coughs* Two days before my birthday *cough* Little subliminal message there..
Anyways the next couple days I will spend catching up on some much needed sleep and just plain doing nothing. Everything seems to be too much work right now...
And now if you excuse me...I have a date with a pillow and the image of a certain Hobbit.
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:05 AM | Comments (4)
December 18, 2002
Uh...was that supposed to happen?
Went to see Lord of the Rings...
It was great.
Well.....the part I saw of it.
The fire alarm went off...right in the middle of the BIG Helm's Deep battle scene. The alarm went off...the lights started flashing....the movie picture went off but the sound continued playing...Everyone got up cussing and screaming...throwing a fit...people got half way to the door and then decided that we weren't leaving until we saw some fing flames. We never did see them...however the usher told us to leave.
Everyone is pissed...
It couldn't have came at a worse time. The fate of Middle Earth is resting on that battle!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh
She gave everyone these tickety things so we could come back and watch it whenever we wanted....we took two tickets each...just to spite them...we will come back and see the movie twice.
So...yeah....I didn't see the end...
I did get my poster though....and I got a Frodo action figure so that I can play with Elijah in the comfort of my own home...
Needless to say....I'm still very angry and disappointed. We'll probably go Friday now...
Fate has an unusual way of dealing its cards to me...
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:24 PM | Comments (7)
Guess what today is?
Lord of the rings day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today's the day. Two Towers day!!! *dances around*
At first we weren't going until Friday which bummed us out but we went and bought tickets already for the 7:30 showing. Yay!!!!!!!!!
Life is grand ain't it?
Rush out and see it as soon as you can. I'm sure you won't be disappointed.
Hey let's look at pictures!
By the way I'm buying this poster tonight for my room. ;) God he is gorgeous...
I heart Elijah.
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:42 PM | Comments (4)
December 16, 2002
Imagine no daylight
I feel sad...
I feel left out...
I feel unloved...
I guess I will just work on my homework...ya know...since I'm all alone.
:(
I feel just like this puppy...except not so cute and cuddly...
I feel lonesome...
Posted by Nikalyn at 07:34 PM | Comments (4)
It only hurts when I breathe
HOLY F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mtv2 played a Greenwheel video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so fing happy! Kick ass! Kick ass! Kick ass! I am so in love with that channel now! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!
It wasn't that great of a video just them playing....but yeah thats beyond the point.
I saw a Greenwheel video!!!
IF you don't know Greenwheel is one of my favorite bands. I am so in to them. But like most of my favorite people I've never seen a single one of their videos... until today!! Yay!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:12 PM | Comments (1)
Yay! 200!!!!
I finally got 200 comments. I rock! Okay...no I don't. But hey, only a few people love me so I only have a few comments. But in the last entry I finally reached the big 200 mark. Tabs was the lucky 200th commenter!! Yay!! If I had something I would give it to you as a prize. Oh well. You'll just have to settle for a title.
Anyways...I'm up writing a paper. Its a really gay paper about what it takes to be a good pet owner. Its supposed to have examples in it...I don't think it really does...oh well. Its really gay. Just wanted to point that out.
I'm watching Dashboard Confessional unplugged. I've already seen it but Siren told me it was on so I'm watching it. Yay! Chris rocks. Thanks Siren! Speaking of Siren, she showed me a picture of her friend Jasmeet today. He was a sexay lookin stud. However, I found his friend mighty attractive as well....If he wasn't so taken I'd stalk him...errr...worship him.....*coughs* talk to him very nicely like...shucks...too bad. LoL he does have a girlfriend though and guess what her name is? Niki. W00t! Gotta love other Nikki's. :)
My stomach hurts a lot right now. It sucks...I didn't eat anything really that might upset it....just popcorn.
Did everyone notice the AWESOME picture of me in the right corner? Doesn't if fing rock?! I love it. I look hot. :) Yes...I am admitting I look hot. This is probably the only time. Oooh...everyone worship me. Okay...don't.
I need to get back on this essay....I still have about two paragraphs left to write and its already 12:17 am. God its no wonder I don't get any sleep is it? But hey, all that doesn't matter cause tomorrow...errr today is pj day at school!!! That means I can be a skank in class and wear my kick ass penguin pjs to school.
I love pj day...
Posted by Nikalyn at 12:18 AM | Comments (3)
December 13, 2002
Whoa...
I just watched The Daily show on comedy central and came to the realization that the girl who plays Rogue in X-Men has NICE hair. Her name is Anna Paquin. On the show tonight she totally sported a Rogue type hairdo except instead of the white streak, it was red. It was nice! I tried to find a picture of it but I didn't have any success. I did find another pretty picture however. Lookie!
I never did think she was pretty until I saw her today. I think it was because I was pissed at her being all in love with Hugh Jackman on X-Men. Oh well...I like her now. She just seemed so nice. :) I wish I could have hair like hers one day. I totally want a streaky thing going on. But my mom would disown me I think. Grrrr...
I got some of my work done. At least everything that was due. However I have 4 essays to write this weekend. Two of which are due Monday. This will be a busy weekend. :( I also have loads of regular homework and I think 2 tests next week. On top of all that I have to retake my ACT's tomorrow. I originally took them in June and got them back sometime during the summer. I was not happy with my score...I know I could have done better...and seeing a lot of people that I felt I was equal too get a better score than me upset me. The first time around I got a 24. This time I know I will do better. I have been studying and going over all the right answers. I hope I do well tomorrow. Wish me luck!!
You know what I discovered? I really like this song...it reminds me of a lot...whether or not thats a good thing...I'm not exactly sure. But hey let's post lyrics.
"Running Away" - Hoobastank
I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So Why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?
...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:37 PM | Comments (6)
December 11, 2002
Busy Busy as a bee
I have so much to do. I'm just taking a few moments out of my busy work to catch everyone up and to get myself organized. First off let's make myself feel good by stating all the things I've got accomplished tonight.
1.) I've made soda bread for my Ireland project for Humanities tomorrow. Making a dish was the first step, the second step, the big project is due Friday and I still haven't done anything on it...But hey I made soda bread! It rocks! I'm so proud of myself. I hope everyone likes it tomorrow. I even burned myself while making that damn thing...*whimpers*
2.) Did my vocab word for A.P Comp. The root word was phon(o) so I did microphone. Hopefully no one has taken it yet by tomorrow.
3.) I finally completed my career passport, all of it. For people who do not know what it is...its a three page collection of crap saying what you're good at and what you want to do after college. Its crap. And pointless. But you have to do it in order to graduate. So I did.
4.) I finished my government homework from yesterday. Meaning sometime tomorrow I need to find myself room to study. :-/
Now on to things I still have to do:
1.) Stats homework from yesterday and for today. Mainly just yesterday's however....and I probably won't do that because I have the answers. :D
2.) My government semester project in which I have to summarize two city council meetings I attended. I have all the info. I just have to compile them into a report.Due Monday.
3.) Gather together Ireland report. I need info, I need to print out pictures, I need something to put it all together in, I need...pretty much everything. Due Friday.
4.) Physics chapter problems. I will probably finish them tomorrow during study hall. They were due sometime last week I think? Oh well...he's a commie.
5.) A.P comp paper. An essay explaning how to be a good....something. I choose how to be a good pet owner...just because my kitty is just too cute to NOT write about.Due the 16th. When is that? Monday? Yeah I think...*gulps* I have the first paragraph written and a basic run through of what I'm going to do.
6.) A.P semester project paper. Containing a discussion about a literary aspect of my book. Due the 20th. When is that? Next Friday? Yes..okay...I have nothing written on it nor any info collected. However I do have a thesis statement. W00t
At the moment thats all I can think about....I have way too much to do and so little time to do it in. *frowny face* I'm getting quite depressed by all of it. Oh well...
Oh and another thing. How come no one leaves me comments? Grrrr. I only get comments from like Lynz and Mil and Grrl. And sometimes not even them. You people make me sad...I read and comment in your guys's blogs alllll the time. Or at least whenever I can...which is a lot more frequent that some do in mine. *sniffs* I still love you though. Its just nice to know that someone is feeling my pain and is behind me supporting me.
Well...gonna go work on some more of my homework. I'll update later and let you guys know how much I have accomplished.
Later. :D
P.S. There was a song I wanted to download...but I don't remember what it is...that bugs me so much....grrrr.Hey! I just remembered!!! Yay!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 11:16 PM | Comments (18)
December 10, 2002
Ugh.
People piss me off. People ask stupid questions. People expect me to be fing psychics. I think people plan my downfall. My leg is shaking and I don't know why. No one is home yet. I'm sitting in a towel. I'm very easily irritated today. I'm just plain sick of almost everyone. I can't wait until I have 2 weeks off for Christmas. Then I won't have to deal with a bunch of this crap.
Lord of the rings in 8 days. About time.
People need to stop being poseurs. Thats all I'm saying. Stop pretending to be obsessed or even a fan if you don't know anything about it. If you don't know who the man with the beard is, why elves aren't small, who the girl on the horse is, what does the ring do to people, etc etc then you shouldn't try to be a fan. Learn a little something before you mark it as your favorite movie. Don't taint movies with ignorance. Don't feel like you should make a movie your favorite movie just because others you know like it...Maybe people need to read the fing books.
Seriously...people just need to stop with their ignorance.
And my leg is seriously shaking...I think I'm dying.
Okay...probably not.
But sometimes I wish I was. *sighs*
Posted by Nikalyn at 05:23 PM | Comments (1)
December 09, 2002
That was scary
Picture this: Your favorite movie is on tv and you HAVE to record it. Considering you cannot buy it in any stores in your vicinity. You have to attend a meeting for school, so you can graduate, the same night. Luckily the movie comes on tv at 9 and the meeting starts at 7:30. Plently of time for you to catch that movie right? Sure...but then the meeting runs long. You get paranoid. You want nothing more than to relive yourself of the words far too complex for you being bore into your skull. The meeting finally ends...you have to WALK home...you quickly scurry on home, hoping that you get there in time. You do. Its 8:30 ish.
You watch a little Fear Factor, your favorite show. But then a fear comes over you and you suddenly feel the need to do a trial run of recording...you get a tape...put it in...start recording...run upstairs and rewind the tape in your mother's vcr. You stare at the screen in horror as the tape shows that it recorded a black screen. You think to yourself "Hey maybe the tape is screwy." You try the experiment over with a new tape. The same thing happens. You freak out...you have no idea whats wrong with the damn thing since you about a month earlier recorded a Dashboard Confessional tv show. You panic...then suddenly have a brilliant idea in which you steal your mom's vcr and transfer it down in your room...since only your room has the tv channel in which your movie is on. You bribe your brother to bring the vcr downstairs with only 12 or so minutes until the movie comes on.
He's slow...he can't get the cords in right....the picture doesn't show up...its a battle between man and machine. 10 minutes until your show....8 minutes....5 minutes...still no vcr...3 minutes...w00t w00t the picture shows up. Now you are faced with the challege of getting the thing to record within 3 minutes...
Can you do it?
Did the favorite movie get recorded?
You damn well bet it did...
*smirks*
Trainspotting is now recording...let's hope its recording properly...
Man that was scary.
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:20 PM | Comments (2)
December 08, 2002
Kick Arse!
Tomorrow at 9ish one of the many Hbo channels I have is going to play Trainspotting...yes..my life is great...
And yes I will record it...since no one will buy me the damn dvd.
Holy god I'm excited.
I just hope I can get the damn record button working.
I have so much homework and stuff that needs doing...but I dont want to. Nopers. I don't want to do anything. *sighs* maybe I'll do a little something here shortly. Nah...probably not.
By the way...I'm taking Tuesday off. Meaning not going to school. Its actually not really my decision...my mom has to take my grandma to the hospital in Columbus and has to be there at 6 in the morning. Since I can't drive and there's no one else here to take me..and I am anti riding the bus...I have no ride...Me and my mom tried thinking of all these various ways in which I could get to school and finally I just said Hey mom this is easily solved, I'll just stay home. She said no but...yeah I'm gonna convince her...it really is just the easiest solution.
Yeah so...I'm gonna have to tell Lynz early so she can either prep her aunt for letting her take the day off as well or getting another ride to school. I think we should just stay home though. Sounds good to me.
Melissa and Andy got married on Friday...methinks. Good for them! I heard everything went as planned and they are now happily at home sitting beside each other on seperate computers mind you, chatting in LG. Someone in there is dissing penguins...I want to kill...Grrr People should know me enough that you DON'T mess with the Nik's penguins.
Yes...I'm done now. Its almost 10...hahaha guess that homework thing isn't getting done today eh?
Oh and by the way...I couldn't pass this up..
What Monty Python Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
*sits there and smirks while chuckling evily*
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:54 PM | Comments (3)
December 07, 2002
Bruises
"I can tell that I'm falling in love with you, the bruises prove its real."
Holy crap. I got penguin pj pants! I also got a penguin wall hanger and a tree ornament. However the wall thingy is not going outside like its supposed to...and the tree ornament is not going on the tree. Who knows what might happen to my beloved penguins out there in the real world? They might get stolen or wrongly fondled by my satan possessed niece. Yes, they will stay safely sitting in my living room. :D But more importantly I got penguin pants!!! They're all warm and just spiffy cool. They rock so hard. :) I fell asleep on the day bed last night with them on, reading the Hobbit. Didn't wake up until 2:30 when mom yelled down asking if I was asleep. I of course answered No.
I woke up this morning. No X-Men. MOFO'ing WB. UGH. So I determined that I would finish cleaning today. And errr...well...I have my desk cleaned! Besides that...yeah nothing. Oh well...I'll do more later I guess.
This just in....Trinidy just left to go sit on Santa's lap....I hope he eats her..
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:59 PM | Comments (1)
December 06, 2002
Mofo'ing 2 hour delays
I think they're worse than having a full day of school. Its like you COULD have had a full snow day but ya didn't. Its like you failed at getting a snow day. It sucks. I have been waiting all morning praying that they'd just close the damn school. Wood county, the city beside us got a fing closure! They were closed last night. My God people...its Friday! Just let us have today off...*sobs*
But no...its already 8:15pm. They won't close the damn thing now...*grumbles* But then....I was thinking. We have a pep rally today!! Yay! That means we get out of afternoon classes early...or maybe we won't have 8th period...don't remember how they do it. So yay! Maybe today won't be so bad after all...we more than likely won't do crap...
Although...that is just another example why we should have gotten a snow day...*grumbles more*
Holy crap. Went into LG for the hell of it...omg...this shit is funny. Lynz I know you'll appreciate it!!
http://www.its.caltech.edu/~yel/Fire.html
OMG...Yes!!
Hell with school now...I'm in a good mood! :D
Posted by Nikalyn at 08:21 AM | Comments (2)
December 05, 2002
Refreshin'
It snowed. About 4 inches. Its nice. We didn't have school today so I got to sleep in. Then me and mom made a snowman. We named him Pierre. He looked French...
Its Bruce day in neopet land. In other words...penguin day. I'm refreshing the ice food store in search for penguin popicles. Over and over again. Refresh, Refresh, Refresh, Refresh.
Yeah...thats all...
Posted by Nikalyn at 04:15 PM | Comments (2)
December 04, 2002
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
*growls*
Enough said...
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:20 PM | Comments (3)
December 03, 2002
I'm fing amazing!
I found a new band. They're a little punk, a little alternative. I'm in love. Hurray for Nik's cool band finds! I'm so psyched. *is slowly downloading loads of their songs on her dial up* LoL...
Doing this just reminds me of one thing...downloading from a 56k modem to another 56k modem = a whole lot of suck.
Remember this kids.
Also don't drink and drive.
......
Don't know where that came from.
Seriously gotta do homework now...
Love you though...
God I rock.
Posted by Nikalyn at 09:43 PM | Comments (3)
It's a Dashboard kinda night
I have played the same Dashboard song over and over again for the past 30 minutes. Quite sad. Ah but they are the band. My absolute favorite group I do think. Here ya go. I don't feel like writing an entry. Read lyrics. :)
This Dashboard is dedicated to Lynz.(Hopefully she'll get why) LMAO...
So long, Sweet Summer errr....wait...thats the wrong title.By Dashboard Confessionals....errrr wrong name! No s !!!! OMG I'm such a fing poser. Hehehee Inside jokes dear. ANYWAY...here enjoy.
Age Sixer Racer by Dashboard Confessional
So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gracefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet summer.
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where your going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best that I had.
You pased on my letters
& passed on the best that I had.
I hate the winter in Lexington.
Bah...that was a short song...let's post the one I've been singing all day. Shall we? Ah...its not like you people care right? Will you even read through this entry? Hrm...unlikely...since its just song lyrics....but yeah...I like these songs. I think you have to hear them to get the greatness of it...but yeah...here. This is what I've been singing allllll day.
Anyone, Anyone by Dashboard Confessional
I'm not sure of anyone (anyone)
But I've got plans.
I'm not asking for everything
but sure I could use a hand.
Get a little anxious sometimes
you'll be gone and I'll be left behind.
Get a little nervous sometimes
it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines.
Get a little lost look
as I'm staring from the corner of my eye.
Never really mastered disinterest.
I can't see how
the way that you leave me yellow makes us close.
I must be out of touch.
I won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone
but I could be gone too.
Feel a little sorry sometimes
you're not here when I am writing.
Feels a little awkward sometimes
you won't talk but we're not fighting.
You hold onto your secrets
and I'm not privy to what is on your mind.
When I can't help but feel tired (so tired x 4)
Alright...not the deepest of their songs. But it has a really funky sound to it. Plus, that line I made bold. One of my FAVORITE lines from their songs. I don't know...I just like it. *shrugs*
I need to do homework. And I think I just pissed someone off....
Toodles.
You will worship b-i-n-g-o...yes...yes...you will....you will bow down to him. Praise be to b-i-n-g-o for he is high and mighty. You will serve him! Bow down!!!!!
Posted by Nikalyn at 06:20 PM | Comments (2)
December 02, 2002
I feel....the opposite of happy
Sad....mad...either one will do actually.
People piss me off. Especially when you're in a "eh not so bad" kinda mood and then you come in contact with a person in a pissy mood and of course you get infected. My mom is the prime example. I could be in the best mood and she ruins it. EVERY TIME. Her attitude is so not needed. It kills me everytime. I ask a simple question and the answer comes back ten times ruder and meaner. I'm sick of it...I was eating some potato chips right? Salt and Vinegar. My absolute favorite chips. Of course this bag was bought by my brother so the fact that there was any still left this afternoon amazes me. ANYWAYS, I start nibbling on a few because...like I said...I never get any, he eats them all. What's left in the bag are those small half chip parts so I'm taking handfuls of them...she yells at me and tells me not to eat them all or else my niece will throw a fit, because apparently she had already yelled at my brother for eating the other bag. My FING niece was standing right there watching me eat and didn't care. OMFG...pissed me off. And heaven forbid she start throwing a fit. Cause you know how well behaved she is any OTHER time. If you can't tell....I'm being very very sarcastic. And hell me and the niece have actually been getting along lately. Its this kind of. "Hey you dont mess with me, I don't mess with you" attitude going on. Its going well. But she has to ruin things. My mom HAS to ruin things. UGH...I'm sick of it. I wish she'd just be civil.
And now the sad part, I got the lowest grade in my class on my Physics test. Albeit it was a 70.5, higher than I expected but still. When 4 people in the class got in the hundreds and the other two people got high 80's. Makes me feel like crap. I don't like being the worst grade....Oh well...As long as I maintain my B in there...On the flip side I got a 102 on my World Lit essay. So thanks Siren for your help!!! :D Hopefully tomorrow I can get my AP comp essay back (the one that Grrl helped me with) so I can tell everyone what I got on that. I was quite proud of it. But hey...whenever I say that I get a B or something...*grumbles*
Man....mom is making potato soup. I'm SO not in the mood for that. I'm not even hungry. Odd...considering I didn't eat lunch either. Maybe I'll eat a wee bit and get rid of the rest.
Hrm...the Playstation is still here. Hooray! One more night of roleplaying wonder. However, I have so much I need and want to do. I have this great idea. Although I'm not speculating on it until its finished...or at least mostly finished. I need a notebook though and I have no money. Although Trinidy has one where she draws in...I might steal it...hehehe. Along with a notebook I also need to get the damn printer working. Another thing my mom was bitching about. I asked her what she did today. A little thing I do now because....hell she never asks me how school went(like a fit parent should). And she told me that her and dad went all these places such as K-mart, and Wal-mart. I kinda scolded her and said that it figures she'd go when I needed to pick up something.(my notebook) She got all loud and rude and said "Well you should of told me before hand and we would have picked it up!" Well....yeah...how was I to know I needed it....or that she'd be going to the store. I swear to god...she's thinks I'm a fing mind reader. Then I told her I also wanted to see my dad, to see if he knew what's wrong with my printer and to ask if he'd write a check for my college application. She bitched more and asked how would he know what was wrong with the printer....I told her because he owns one....maybe he could fix it...Ugh...She pisses me off.
I wish I was smart enough to fix my own printer..
And in conclusion I would just like to say that this entry is dedicated to the beautiful and talented Lynz. In response to the "You never write in your blog" comment. Lookie! I did today! And its long! I DARE everyone to read and comment. *smiles* I love you darling. I'm off...going to try and start some of this crap.
Until our paths cross once more...
Posted by Nikalyn at 03:40 PM | Comments (10)